oh yah . msgs .

to shuxian:
thx very much for helping me with maths . or ms tan give the homework i sure dunno how to do . thx a lot a lot . or i can imagine my exercise book being blank with questions i dunnno how to do . really . shu xian u helped me a lot . im touched . n glad u have a friend lyk u . u also helped me with some OTHER things , tt im really thankful about . thank you shu xian :)

to any other bastards or fkers that want to spam me or scold me:
pls cn . i really very tired liao . so just stop all these nonsense cn a not . u maybe a person in my class or some person i dunno at all . I TELL YOU ALL LAH . STOP DESTRYING MY LIFE CN .
IM TIRED ENOUGH ALREADY . FARK OFF LA . IF ITS SOMEONE TELLING ME IM NO GOOD . ITS OSO NOT YOU . SNAP OUT OF IT . is it must make until i tiao lou den u all happy ??? stop it cn . STOP .

sigh .
wads wrong with me these few days .
gt some ppl say i attitude .
i dunno y .
now lyk everytime think bout some things cn .
not i want de .
the thoughts came by itself .
WHATS WRONG .
i lost my natural personality .
maybe its cos of him bah .
i dunno .
i really dunno .
im very confused .
perhaps .
boys r just a waste of time ?
really no offence to the boys in the world .
but ..
haiiyo .
i dun wan to think liao .
everytime think think think .
lyk jiahui liddat .
I DUN WAN .

1st week of school very hard to adjust .
holiday-mood is still on me .
cannot alr . i wan get so many a1s cn .
cannot . cannot fang qi !
ystd early morning . slept throughout the whole reading period bahs .
jiamin say i everytime slp in reading period oso nv kena catch .
lucky bahs .
den was science.
chow ll talk bout chapter 8 colours .
almost everyone didnt understand la .
but i actually found out something .
a thing tt really confuse me .
i really dunno wad i dont understand .
i really dunno wad i dunno .
okay . confusing hor .
it just make me feel very funny tt everyone doesnt understand n im still down there finding the questions easy .
is something wrong with my head or something ?
not used to it .
after science ask chow some questions i want to find out .
den go out tt time saw lynnette they all waiting for me .
i tot they go basement or canteen liao .
they r so sweet . touched .
homec drags on .
i was partnered with buanheng cn . =.=
he said he prefer shuxian la .
wadever .
oh yah . our teacher is sumayah la .
i want ms zuraina .
everything is just not going my way .
sumayah is very strict n hao lian .
"its not my style to demonstrate this that ."
"im not tt kind of person to what what what ."
sigh .
dun get it .
really. ms zuraina is MUCH better .
maths lesson tires me out . 3periods .
im so dead in the first period le .
anyway .
close to end of 2nd period tt time i lie on the table a while .
den kena ms tan catch la .
she ask me go do the questions tt i dunno la .
yes im not paying attention .
but im too tired mah . cant she have a bit of symapthy .
i went up . stared at the question blankly .
xinghong knows how to do the other question .
everyone applauded for him .
yeah . he lucky cos he ting ke mah .
sigh . so end up sent back to my seat after one lecture about having to wake up or wad .
felt very shi bai in everything .
in lyking some body .
in maths .
in almost everything else .
i just think .
maybe without me .
this world would be a better world .
maybe if i dun exist .
i would still be a soul floating around in hell to suffer lyk this in life .

im just a girl that no one likes .

okay .
gt the new song posted .
xDD

nice rite??
its so damn nice :D
i love it .

gt from imeem .
but dunno y dun have the box come out .
nvm .
heckcaiires .

as long as gt the song . xD

aiya tdy school reopen liao .
i cannot tahan lah .
maybe havent used to it yet .
hope faster used to it . xD

geog teacher is soo jh nia .
the MT HOD .
sianx .
I WANT MRS YONG LA .

n wad the hell .
pe teacher no more mr loo !!!
WAAAAHH .
I WANT MR LOO CN .
sobbs =*(
changed to serene teo .
sux .
im gonna hate pe lerr lah .

the others r the same =.-
ng gek hwa .
miss chow lee lee .
ms zurainah /sumayah . (YAY!)
(prays to go with zurainah . or sure fail ler . )
erm .
chinese cher wan me change to normal chinese lah .
almost ask me striaght away go normal chinese class .
nt even prepared lahhs .
she say give a class test at 4th or 5th week .
if get b3 n below must have to change ler .
=/
but jiajia say she oso . xDDDD
lalala .
wad else .
music . christine .
no more le bahs .
suping . yeahh .

i wan to get good results fer
science .
homec .
geog .
must get a1 fer all .
YES .
i have high expectations .
suping say .
reach for the star n land on the clouds .
or wad shiit la .
so follow loh . xDD

hope everyone cn tahan the new term wor .
xDD


oh yah .
tt day sunday went maplesea 2nd anniversary .
nth to do der .
cos the stupid coupon counter close ler .
stupid .
dang it .
n .
I WANT THE PEPE PEPE STUFF TOY!!!
DAMN CUTE CANS .
WAAAAH .
n the maple cartoon oso very cute .
gt balrog den the 4 jobs character go lyk fight liddat .
very cute der . :D

tts bout it .
gt back class photo tdy .
i so damn ugly larh .
shld have posed better during de shoot .
=/ too late .

bye ~

hi again .
cos of ongjiahui i have to put a new post .

yah .
this song is BOOM .
cos after i put the previous post den i found out the song have prob den i quickly go change .
but i sian go edit the post .
sryx loh .
lyn dun da qiao kua xia lai is a very nice .
so sad iwebmusic dun have anymore of tt song .
n i dun really lyk imeem anymore .
so change to this .
this song oso very nice horx .
next time den i put bah .
if the song cn liaox .

its really many times nicer than this . :D
dun take tt song yet hor guys !

hi .
i very sianx .
so change skin .
n I LOVE THIS SONG!!
伦敦大桥垮下来 by SHE . newest album der .
rock .
enjoys ~

recently having fights with my parents la .
my mom esp .
i think she doesnt understand me at all .
everything must listen to wad they say .
lyk im a stupid doggiie lyk that .
=.-
they scold me when i think of reborning my hair .
they scold me when i play too much comp .
they scold me for sleeping late .
they scold me for going to sleepovers .
they scold me for thinking of buying expensive clothes and stuff they cn afford .
they scold me for everything .
sick n tired lerrrs .
they oso scold me for meeting up with jia hui n her family at suntec so cn play tgt .
damn it .

i check ler .
my parents r the most strict among my frens la .
some parents let their kids do watever dey wan .
lyk reborn hair , slpover .
n stuff .
kao .
suan wo dao mei bah .

i found a new jj lin song.
which is DAMN NICE. xD

here is the lyrics.

自由不变
林俊杰

不变不动不转的世界
刹那瞬息片刻永远
用全心记住你的脸
来来回回千万遍
突然领悟你是如何爱我

一直习惯简单的
随心的
放任的自由
不喜欢冻结的酒
不愠不火
日复一日无聊的生活
沉默的
了解的
是你的温柔
不管我错了
对了
因为你说那就是我

wo~wo~ yeah
那就是我..

this is the
东海战
theme song.
jiajia.
another song for u to check. xD

LOL.
okay.
this is my 13th post. =X
nevermindd.

sian.
this few days sibei slackk.
everyday play maple lyk sia0. xD
nth to do wad.
oso lan de go out.
actually wan go out a lot A LOT during this hols.
but
end up only.
2 outings.
one outing.
is the one with jiajia. minmin.
vict0r di n alex di.

another one.
class everyone with my class.

omg. slack lyk hell cans.

i wan go out!!!
im growing fatter at home eatting junk food.
n playing comp 12 hours a day.
the other 12 hours r
eating.
sleeping.
watching a lil tv.
n a lil of mum's useless spelling test. =X

LOL.
okay.

wad ever.
life is really bleak n empty.
sianx.

but im still mantaining my NATURAL PERSONALITY.
i dun wan some one . somewhere. sometime.
to say im EMO.
which im .
absolutely.
NOT.

lalalas.

anyway.
hu noes hw to upload videos on youtube.
i have tried it loads n loads of times.
but.
doesnt work.

HMMMS.
crap.
hu noes just tell me. xD
thx a bunch. x)

hii x)
life has been bleak nowadays.
except the fry tt insulted me a few days ago on my tagboard.
he or she realli coward nia.
n childish.
n despicable. BEI BI. i shld say.
im not sad, hurt, disappointed, unhappy, upset, angry, troubled over it.
im just wondering y does such people appear on the surface on the earth..?
such people r a disgrace to mankind.
such people r polluting the beautiful earth.
such people r affecting the other nice people.
such people r trying to harm everybody.
such people r selfish n uncaring.
such people r caring nought for life.
such people r cowards.
such people r childish.
such people r despicable.
such people r not even fit to live on earth.
such people should change their personality.
such people should really turn over a new leaf.

...

yeahh...
everybody else.
thanks for ur concerns n asking me to relax n everything.
yah.
i am really relaxing.
i care NOUGHT.
for this kind of people.
i dislike other pple too.
but i dun go to their tagboards n criticise n insult them lyk hell.
USING FAKE NAMES.
im well-mannered.
even if i hate tt person lyk siao.
i oso will nt do harming acts to them.
so.
this people.
hu ever the fark u r.
think it through.
fan xing bah.
no matter how much u dun lyk me..
dun do this kind of thing la.
i will nt try to find out hu u r..
just learnt this lesson n stop this kind of thing.
im caring for u.
tt s y . x)

99分的幸福
元若蓝+安东尼

你說手牽手會超過三十七度
擁抱時候會加快心跳速度
隨著感動漫步 閉上眼睛 也都能看清楚

愈想往前愈可能原地踏步
你是我還未完成的拼圖
我猜 偶爾的爭吵 也是禮物
學會體貼 才能讓你感到幸福

只要幸福九十九分(我努力滿分)
留一分給愛慢慢加溫(慢慢加溫)
吵著(笑著)耐心等 每天存(回憶的相本)貼滿繽紛

我們幸福九十九分(有天會滿分)
留一分我跟明天競爭(明天競爭)
誰說鑽石才永恆 你讓我從平凡變成 特別的人

因為有你(喔 因為有你) 讓我變成(最最)最特別的人

不求十全十美(才有機會完美)用溫柔蓋座堡壘
(禁得起)雨打風吹 (經過了)經過冰釋誤會
(才懂)才 懂愛多堅決

情人節該到巴黎還是新宿
(你就是我最浪漫的地圖)
九十九分的幸福
只差一步 還差一步 我們就能看到全部

TAG REPLY
(specially for I THINK U SUCK)

hello. i think u suck.
like i said.
i think u urself shld look into the mirror urself. those people hu say pple suck , suck themselves. x)
mayb cosh u urself is ugly. tts y u jealous n wan others not to put their pretty faces on their blogs.
but im telling u. U URSELF LACK CONFIDENCE LA. JUST BUILD UP UR CONFIDENCE N STOP CRITICISING OTHER PPLE.
N THIS IS NOT UR BLOG. FOR GODS SAKE.
IF U LIKE INSULTING OTHER PPLE SO MUCH THEN JUST GO N INSULT UR OWN SELF AT UR OWN TAGBOARD LA. DUN COME N INSULT PPLE IN THEIR TAGBOARDS.
U R JUST A COWARD N CHILDISH .
COWARD FOR NOT PUTTING UR OWN NAME. SO SCARED FOR WAD. IF U REALLI DISLIKE ME SO MUCH JUST SAY UR NAME N WAD SO EVER OUT CAN. I DUN MIND. N ITS GOOD FOR U. AT LEAST U CN SAVE URSELF FROM A DESPICABLE ACT TT U JUST DID.
CHILDISH FOR DOING SUCH A LAME THING. UR PARENTS NV TEACH U TO BE KIND TO OTHER PPLE IS IT. NO. SHLD BE UR PARENTS GOT TEACH U BUT U DUN GIVE A DAMN TO LEARN. TTS Y U DUNNNOE MANNERS K.
n u say im emo. U BLIND AH. dunnoe hw to read pples posts is it. im a happy n hyper gal. but happy pple oso will be sad. tt doesnt mean im emo. do u noe not.
okay. so wad if im ugly. i admit i am. im ugly n im fat. BUT R U? u urself may oso be a ugly n er xin person, tt has bad manners n a black heart.
so wad if im ugly huh. IS IT UR BUSINESS? I LIVE MY LIFE. U LIVE URS. Y CARE BOUT ME. NOT EVERYONE IS PERFECT K. U URSELF IS OSO NOT PERFECT.
SO FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
u may be my closest frend or my some one i dunt noe.
just save up ur childish. despicable. n cowardly act.
n to tell u. im NOT hurt by ur comments.
N I SHLD THANK YOU.
for tagging my tagboard. n telling me my bad points.
x) THANKS. build up ur confidence , gal/guy.
n btw, FARRK OFF if u have anymore bad comments.
cos i wont even turn a hair.
u comment oso equal to not commenting.
n ur comment IS NOT going to stop me from putting MY PICS on my blog. in fact. ITS MY BLOG. U HAVE ABSOLUTE NO REASON TO CARE. U DUN LYK IT. JUST DUN COME MY BLOG. NO ONE ASK U TO COME WAD. IS U OWN SELF GEI KIANG WAN COME DERH.
BHB.
i may look weak but im strong inside.
im so immune to comments lyk this.
if u think i will be troubled over this, UR WRONG.
IM STILL HAPPY N HYPER! xDD
i wont let a tiny fry lyk u change my personality.
(which u mistaken for emo-ness. bastard/ bitch.)
i still have a lot to say.
nvm. i will just let u off bah.
or not leh.
u will die. xD
thx x)

HI.
so siann so changed a skin..
nice anot?
lyk too plain..

bleahhs.

PLEASE LISTEN MY SONGS.
some from other pple. =X
but they realli very nice so i just put. xD

do u wan de songs lyrics?
wan den i put bahs. xD