Saturday, June 30, 2007

sigh .
wads wrong with me these few days .
gt some ppl say i attitude .
i dunno y .
now lyk everytime think bout some things cn .
not i want de .
the thoughts came by itself .
WHATS WRONG .
i lost my natural personality .
maybe its cos of him bah .
i dunno .
i really dunno .
im very confused .
perhaps .
boys r just a waste of time ?
really no offence to the boys in the world .
but ..
haiiyo .
i dun wan to think liao .
everytime think think think .
lyk jiahui liddat .
I DUN WAN .

1st week of school very hard to adjust .
holiday-mood is still on me .
cannot alr . i wan get so many a1s cn .
cannot . cannot fang qi !
ystd early morning . slept throughout the whole reading period bahs .
jiamin say i everytime slp in reading period oso nv kena catch .
lucky bahs .
den was science.
chow ll talk bout chapter 8 colours .
almost everyone didnt understand la .
but i actually found out something .
a thing tt really confuse me .
i really dunno wad i dont understand .
i really dunno wad i dunno .
okay . confusing hor .
it just make me feel very funny tt everyone doesnt understand n im still down there finding the questions easy .
is something wrong with my head or something ?
not used to it .
after science ask chow some questions i want to find out .
den go out tt time saw lynnette they all waiting for me .
i tot they go basement or canteen liao .
they r so sweet . touched .
homec drags on .
i was partnered with buanheng cn . =.=
he said he prefer shuxian la .
wadever .
oh yah . our teacher is sumayah la .
i want ms zuraina .
everything is just not going my way .
sumayah is very strict n hao lian .
"its not my style to demonstrate this that ."
"im not tt kind of person to what what what ."
sigh .
dun get it .
really. ms zuraina is MUCH better .
maths lesson tires me out . 3periods .
im so dead in the first period le .
anyway .
close to end of 2nd period tt time i lie on the table a while .
den kena ms tan catch la .
she ask me go do the questions tt i dunno la .
yes im not paying attention .
but im too tired mah . cant she have a bit of symapthy .
i went up . stared at the question blankly .
xinghong knows how to do the other question .
everyone applauded for him .
yeah . he lucky cos he ting ke mah .
sigh . so end up sent back to my seat after one lecture about having to wake up or wad .
felt very shi bai in everything .
in lyking some body .
in maths .
in almost everything else .
i just think .
maybe without me .
this world would be a better world .
maybe if i dun exist .
i would still be a soul floating around in hell to suffer lyk this in life .

im just a girl that no one likes .

your beautiful soul , 1:46 PM .