Friday, July 6, 2007

hi guys (:
been happier lately .
cos was thinking la . wads mine is mine . wads not mine will never be mine . if i confess liao den kena reject , nvm lorh . if i be emo n continue being sad over it . its nt goin to help the situation rite ? i might as well get over it n get another life . xD thinking really kills people more than love actually . i lyk him . i think think think . yue think yue worried . think i cnt match up to him . think throw his face away . think tt im shi bai . think he will never lyk me . yup . lyk jiawei said , cannot think la xD thinking makes u even more sad . yeah . true . totally . :D im gonna confess any way . if really tio reject (which i expect 101 %) i think maybe i just try to console myself now n be prepared to be rejected . yeah . ugly duckling cn never match up to prince charming . learnt this phrase real well . =/
so congrats me . im happier !! must be happy ! next time maybe even the guy might fall for my cheerful pesonality . xD ooops . =X but i dun think his tt kind of person anyway . he is tt type of . wun lyk gurls de ren .
watever . MUST CONGRATS ME OKAY !!!! YEAH xDDDD

msgs .

jiahui : sry gal . upsetted u . i do appreciate ur advice though its said a bit too harsh =X ur tone is lyk scolding me . well . it gives me tt idea . sry again . forgive me lar nu er . love u :)
jiawei : tqtq xD helped me a lot a lot cos u consoled me all this while . :D love u gal . u really understand me . :)
shuting : tq u too . help me a lot . ai ni . xD but u sound lyk those very experienced lecturers aka . love teach . xDDD nevertheless . tq . xD
meijia : another love teach . yeah . tq meijia . comforted me so much even when im nt so close u shuting u all . huess we'll be closer as the days go on ... ~ xD tq . love u too .
minhui : cheer up nu er . lyk i said in ur blog . emo-ing doesnt help . only make the situation worse . lyk me =X so . dun emo liao la ok ? love u xD

okay . talk bout tdy ...?
morning was sort of assembly la . danapal retired . :D no nid to be scared of hair anymore . aiya . but still gt farid n angie all those . bowen is really a very strict school =X
anyways , during the assembly gt rahmat say bout the dunno wad nc thingy . oh yah . b4 tt . charmaine n mangay n thivya were the school representatives for story telling ? WOW . O.O i didnt noe . some more all 3 oso drama der . YAY xD . charmaine is der first n she is lyk . dun wan stand up . yah . cn liao jie lah . hu wants to stand up in front of the whole school ? must ti liang lah . xD jiayou charmaine ! yup . if anyone wants to go stand in front of whole school , they are *toot* ! hahas . im SO obsessed with this word ! xDD cos tmr farewell n im in gaya . ruoqi . louis . minmin n jiajia . den in our show we go put tt *toot* cos "farkk" is nt allowed . xDD i came up with tt idea . cos . funny mah . den cn replace oso . xD but i dun wan to be the stupid banana peep ! x( its lame . butb im willing . hahaha . im crazy . xD oh yah . back to rahmat ! erms . he was saying the nc thingy then the 2 pple . one frm 2e4 i dunno the name n one he forgot . =X pls la . this kind of thing oso cn forget . then the e4's reminded him it was minhui . HAHA . den ltr rahmat go say . "oh ! yah ! minmin . she is a prefect on duty . " =.= he called minhui . min min . WTH . =.= diao lah . n its not prefect its counsellor !! lame . rahmat cn be so diao at times . OH YAH . lyk jiajia says , RAHMAT WEARS CROCS . haha ! LOL . omg cn . so improper . wear crocs . =.=

science lesson drags on n chow lee lee said all those light thingy . oh yah new grp . i was grped with xinhong felix n shuxian . okay . felix is funny . xD but kena scolded by chow . =X

HOMEC WAS A DISASTER . but turned out well when ending . anyway , i didnt noe a subject tt im supposed to excel in kena ... . okay . dunno how describe . maybe at home cooking is different frm school . some more . im so paiseh la . x( but buan heng is kind to help out with the stuff . don is right . he is a nice guy x) i think boys nowadays cn cook n do chores better than gurls . does tt mean they r gay ? ooops . sry =X dun mean it ! yup . the food turn out to be ... tasteless . a bit guai lah . not buanheng's fault or my fault la . its just . this thing is guai okay . oh yah . HAHA . don's "pancakes" went chao ta . =X ROFL . really very funny . when he is flipping tt thing over then it was BLACK . okay . sry don , but really very funny . xDDD zhihui . good luck bahs . xD

maths . stupid australia mock maths test . no standard der . frm in front damn easy pri 1 question go to behind de lyk college questions . stupid cn . =.= last few questions anyhow do den last 4 leave blank . oh well . =.=

tmr will be a better day to those hu r emo . JIAYOU ! emo sucks . chase it away ! xD

your beautiful soul , 1:39 PM .