okays . gonna be a extra long post . xD

hmmms .

today was okay .

homec . sumayah gave back e-learning . got 18/20 . ((:

maths test . RAHHHH . crap . =.= i can get 27/35 der . bloody hell . the last question pythagoras theorem is lyk freaky easy n i no time do finish . =.= i only nid lyk 2 mins mor lah . damiit . n now i lose 4 marks . waaah . now only get 23 . dumbdumb ! D:< n the similarity questions damn hard der . one scale question oso dunno how do . shitty . =.= lifelit . did groupwork . freaking . =.=

science . lol . did the plug thingy . n omg lah ! after felix make finish the thing liao he go n plug it inside the socket . n the whole room BLACKED OUT . LOL . :DD bloody funny lah . laughing non stop . ((: the whole scene is just too hilarous . oh yea . huda aish n nette tried to rape me lah ! goddd . bite you all lah . D:

after class . when with class to hall do rehearsal . den jiahui msg me . was 2.08 . den i saw the msg at 2.17 . was lyk OMG LAH . HIGHER CHINESE ! crap . =.= chionged der , late , stood outside class . zzz ! dumb . n ms lim talked a lot to me . n ask me do a 300 word reflection compo bout my life n wad .

good . now i have tons of hw to do . my maths skill practice . my chinese compo . my chinese reflection thingy . n make my geog file . T.T n im still bloggin now when its 10.34 n i still have bloody hell lots of hw . bloody shit . =.= oh yea . chinese workbook too . wow . i love homework man . =.=

oh yea . WHEN YOU'RE GONE . love it . enjoy ~

n yea agn . CLASS TEE GOTTEN . omg its cutee . (: but i tot jersey ? become lyk teeshirt . n my name no dot n smiley . aww . ):

TAG REPLY !

FIONN : yahs jie . i know happy go lucky is good , but sometimes very irritating . =X sighs . dun worry i will NOT be emo . xDD i enjoy everyday . ((: muacks . love yah jie .
phillina : is ah ? okays okays . thx . ^^ oh yea . a random thingy . =.=
Cassandra : lol . u cheerup mor bahs ? jiayou ! okies . i c my tag reply . xD lol okay . u tag my blog mor too . ((:
SHUTING : lol . thanks . (: i will .
SHUXIAN : huh . one say yi fa shi . one say yi bei zi . IS WHICH ONE ?! okays will change it asap .
samson : tt means . ur one will until 254 cos its the end ler . cnt go anymor . cos tt is standard one . this one is ultimate , means cn until very very long . ((:
rongyong : heys jie ! love yah lots too ! :DD
samson : i never bluff lahhh . im innocent . =) love yah too kor .
JIAHUI : wad if i bother too . of cos will c . edit wad thing ? mm . thx for tag . n updated . :D

whoooo . quite a happy day . (:

in school was okay . in morning went to lt . talk was held . about sexuality . =.= LOL . was very funny actually . the cher was asking . "when i say sex wad comes to your mind ?" den jiamin said something . censored . hahas . den gt wad hotel 81 . LOL bloody funny cn . :DD

music . yay yay learnt the "what i've been looking for" song . yes i love it . i dunno y suddenly crazy over high school musical . hahas ! love it anw . xD esp we're all is this tgt . ((: hart hart .

maths . ms tan said her fren is the one hu died in the marathon run . after 21 km the captain ho , died of cardiac arrest . ): sads lor . rip . den ms tan told us bout the holy innocents boy hu kena hit by bus b4 he reached school . she said must treasure the ppl around you . cos you dunno wad will happen next . yes . i will definitely . everyone , pls treasure the ppl around you really . anything cn happen . fate decides .

chinese . lol i slept for almost the whole 2 periods . lol . very tired . chinese somemor so boring . so eyes kept closing . =.= slept . LOL !

geog . whooohooo . passed msgs with philly , cindy mummy and shuxian baobei . ((: love msgs yeah . n felix relac lah . xD

after school . RAINED LYK HELL . Y DOESNT IT ALWAYS HAVE TO RAIN AT THE WRONG TIME ? rahhh . too bad i cnt bite the rain . ): dragged jiajia to go bus stop with me after much persuading . da xiao jie ah . =.= den went to bus stop . gush . back all wet lahhs . dammit . T.T den reached compass . went food court to eat , den went to buy bubble tea . chocolate ice is LOVE . ((: lalala . den went to shop arnd for soonlam's present . oh yea .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOONLAM DII !! :DD MAY UR WISHES COME TRUE . HAHAS . ((:
bought soonlam's present . den walking walking . saw samson kor n another gurl . learnt tt she is szeyan . (: omg , i called her jie lahh . i thought she is sec 3 sia . in the end is sec 1 . omg . -.- malu malu . den saw mr loo n his baby . WA . so cute ..!! hahas . ((: den sam kor went to buy chocolate eclair . wows . looks nice . n sort off bluffed him ? LOL . >.<>
den took 159 with them . after 2 stops alighted . den went home . use comp a while . den went of tuition . zzz . sians . didnt go jogging cos gt raining . ): argh .
went home . ate dinner . here am i . (: chatting with sze yan n sam kor on msn . aiyas . samkor . dun emo ler bah . wun help you one . i dun wan emo kor . i wan happy one . ((: smilee !

psps . tag replies will be replied tmr . now still have maths n chinese n drama script to do . sians lah . zzz . ~.~

TAG REPLY ! :D
rongyong : hey jie ! ((: yes im a gummybear . LOL . tqtq . ((: ur blogskin rawks too .
phillina : wads alaaa ? lol . yea yea . spaghetti ! xDD i can give u .. spaghetti ! ((:
jiahui : aiyoyo . of cos i love you lahs nu er . ((:
yanni : errrr . lift hand cn do the job . ((: hahas !
cassandra : lols u support shawn wor . he sing nice lah . but ltr voice break ? den cham lor . n hahas . okays . yea . 2 months very short nia .. thx . (:
don : haiyoyo . ask u tag must san qing si qing one .
samson : lol now reply liao laaaaahh . still cn tag mah . ((: ur skin ah . .. can lah . =/ *shrugs* eh my spaghetti nice hor ! best in jb n some say batam ! LOL . lol . wad bout my count up ? u noe y stop . cos tt one is the gt restriction one . mine is ultimate ! cn until any time . xDD lol okay .
jiahui : =.= y is it interesting ? yah . miss my pri sch . wan meet my pri sch frens oso . so go baq lor . ((: tq . but 2 month nia . haiish .
erin : which ? LOL ! of cos . all nice nice one . ((:
cassandra : lol okay u support shawn . hahas . yea he is cute . but too small . ((: tq . will try .
phillina : tq for tag . (:
shuxian : ? wad baobei 184 ? waaah . u so many baobeis n im da 184th one ? OMG . yea I LOVE TAN SHUXIAN TOO . xDD

whooshh . tags replied . ((: some ppl have 2 replies . pls look out for it . hahas . sry if there is any confusion . (: the same ppl will be same colour .

lalalas .
tdy is quite an okay day .

chinese . chatted a lot with jiahui . as usual . :D actually quite happy we still had 2 months liddat in higher chinese . go until normal chinese , jiu cnt talk lyk always ler . ): den my chinese lessons will be lifeless . awww . )): must treasure these 2 months ler . with jiajia . n esp 2e3 . (:

pe . played captains ball again ! wows . i love this sport sia . ((: falling in love with it . oh yeah something funny happened . hahas ! play halfway . the ball bouced through aish's legs . we were lyk laugh until fall on the floor . HAHA . xDD so funny .

lifelit . whoooo . wrote summary . hahahas . everyone seems to be having problems with the word length . :D my draft was only 117 words . jiamin's alr 200+ sia . omg . so i cancelled some unwanted words n 100 words done ! gang gang hao . ((:
after recess . wrote some drama reflection . everytime no body mark one . den somemor nid write 150 words . dumbdumb . -.-

science . lol . stupid lah . was writing in my diary something den chow sneaked on me . rahhh ! bite her lah . =X okay . let shuxian sms again . im so nice . ((: hahas .
den after science did some dance for tchers day in the homeroom . lol . im not sure if i cn or cnt wait for the performance . :D

den went to find jiajia when dance ended . found her at rahmat's homeroom . found out tt rahmat claims tt e4 ppl scold things behind his back n throw things arnd . dunno whether true not . jiajia said no . hmm . rahmat cn be unreasonable at times lah . den somemor call mr kevin lim dere , den in the end angie goh oso come . =.= omg lah . den angie goh wan them write a 500 word essay . omg . =.= anw . a lot of them didnt write until 500 n most of it was craps . i pity them loh . =/

den stayed back . ate lunch . slacked around . being non-emo . ((: den went home . oh yea . i love high school musical . hahas . the songs rocks lyk hell . :DD cnt wait of high sch musical 2 . xDD LOL .

at home . arnd 5 liddat . went down to give my tuition money . met some cdac frends n chatted . slacked again . den went compass with them . chatted . crapped . had fun . (: oh yea . learnt something . coffee . esp cappucino . is full of sugar . will tio tang niao bing one ! so pls dun drink too much of em alrite ? hahas .
den played daidi with them at cdac . im noob at it . >.<
after tt reached home at 7 . went jogging again . ((: i must pei yang this habit of joggin ler . although i get stiches everytime i jog , still must perservere ! jiu ler jiu mei ler bah . (: must be thin . on diet nows . cousin told me to eat less , exercise mor . ahas . must do tt ler . GOH CAI QIN JIAYOU ! (((:

i must be cheerful lyk when im in primary school . back to my carefree , happy-go-lucky n cheerful personality . :D of cos . i noe i very irritating . tts y im changing already . ppl , pls give me a chance alrites . i cnt be perfect . i just wanna turn myself into a better person . (: trust me . i will do it .

sighs . it just turned 2 months . i lyked you for 2 months already . when will it be over ? knowing u wouldnt lyk me .. yet i persevered . i dunno wad will happen . i dunno when this will go on . i just want to continue to lyk you . i shouldnt love you but i want to . so . let this continue . 2 months fly by n i dun even noe r we closer ? or we drifted apart mor . im not sure . i just wan to lyk u . cos , the feeling is still dere . it hasnt faded . it grows mor n mor inside me . i love you . (:

oh yea . a bit of news . im starting my diet plan . ((: i wan to be thin thin thin . hu support me ? hahas . :DD tmr morning . i mean . ltr 9 am im gonna wake up for my morning jog . (: gotta beat the pounds fats n stiches . xD hahaha . GOH CAI QIN JIA YOU ! ((: i cn do it .

31st goin back to primary school . suddenly miss my primary school n primary school frens a lot a lot . ((: i miss ya guys n my beloved pri sch n tchers der . hahas . ((: looking forward to it .

n OMG LAH . Y SHAWN WIN CSS2 ?! too small liao lah . how to ying fu so many stuff . you nid to concentrate on studying n coping in sec sch dear . (: AIYO . KEELY SHOULD WIN . BEJAMIN OSO ! =/ my 2 calls for benjamin n 1 call for keely all wasted . )): $1.80 gone . haiiiiiss . shit . T.T

wows . haven blogged for .. 2 days . LOL !
alrite ong jia jia . here's your update . ((:

i shall update bout . wednesday ?
i forget wht happen ler . =.=
only the drama . haha . :D wows . wroting script for trinity lerr . n trinity is in september . =.= zzz . oh god . must jiayous liao . xD duting drama gt the story line out . :DD its the story " murder in the 13th mansion " . hahahah . about a invisble murder taking place in a mansion ? lol . interesting . gaya's idea . :DD n presenting to you our group name .. SPARKPLUG ! xDD yea yea . rocks man . ((:

yesterday . (:
changed a new blogskin . fine it quite nice with the words on top . ((: took it . lalalas . i became shuxian's baobei n rongyong's gummy bear . n wad caiball . =.= gaya make der . eeee .

today .
science test sucks . )): first time i go for science test so blur bout the questions der . waaaah . i sure fail ler . T.T n felix copy my answers sia .
HOMEC . DISASTERRRR . total disaster ! DD: i messed up everything , screw it . ): the spaghetti turn out to be alrite . ((: only a lil too watery . xD n sumayah called me blur queen . wows ! another new nick ? :DD
maths . ms tan nv come . so slacked 3 periods . listen songs n played around . ate my spag bol too . xD its nice actually . the cher was kind . c liao nv catch . :DD after 2 periods go comp lab do the survey ? sians . den went back to class again n slacked again . took pics . ate . listen music . talked . had fun . :DD oh yah . philly created a edited version of the GATSBY song . ((: n it goes .
i .. can give u .. SPAGHETTI .
spaghetti ~
spaghetti ~
ROFLMAOS .
AFTER SCHOOL . stayed back with gaya . jiahui . jiamin . samson ? :D he kena in house suspension . haiyo tsk tsk . sad case . was fun . talked laughed crapped . ((: found out tt samson seems to be quite short . =X no offence . den went out to 7 - 11 der with gaya . found out tt i n her personality n thoughts quite close . shared opinions . (: i love gaya ! lols . den went back school . slacked . played truth or dare . =X created the front part of the drama scene 1 . (: n went home tt time played scissors paper stone with jm to c jiajia going to which bus stop with hu . =.= i lost . zzz . nvm . at least it gives me time to think . ((: but cnt think to much . its better to be lame dan emo rite ? ((: hahas . im working towards it . lalalah .



so crazy in love with you cn .
just lyk the song 'just so you know' .

i shouldnt love you but i want to .
i shoudnt see you but i cnt move .
i dunno how to be fine when im not .
i dunno how to make a feeling stop .
its getting hard to be around you .
you wan me to hide the feelings ?
just so you know .
this feelings taking control of me .
n i cnt help it .
thought you shld know .
i tried my best to let go of you .
but i dun want to .
just wanna say this .


TAG REPLYYY .
YANNI : hahas ! yeah c i so good . ((: ju shou zhi lao . :DD
JIAHUI : UPDATED ! xDD captains ball rocks . ((: oh . since you lyk queck . u shld start lyking capsicums rite ? LOL .
MOJO DADDY : YES YES ! i damn happy to c you daddy . ((: come back mor often ! xD
SHUXIAN : thx for tagg . ((: thx thx . BAOBEI I LOVE YOU TOO . ((:
MINGXUAN : hello ming ming . ((: long time no talk huh . n secret rocks ! jaychou rocks ! yea yea . (: miss yah .
FIONN : hahas hi jie . ((: but u really long time no change blogskin . at least i changed it twice ? LOL . xDD come bite me lor . hahah ! ur teeth strong enuf ? love you jie . kks will call u soon . n last time we talk till 3+ not 2+ okay . :DD
SAMSON : oiie ! my spaghetti nice okay . ((: n my skind r always blackish ? lol . xD nice mahs . love yah kor . :D

kays . another 2 day post .

ystd .
said some things i shouldnt have said . im sorry to tt person . no matter if its over or not . i still want to say sorry . ashamed of myself already . i noe you r still unhappy n angry bout it . nevertheless im still apologetic . will learnt to appreciate you in future . hope im forgiven . if not . there is nothing else i cn do , but to be regretful . sorry .

nth else ystd .
passed my standing board jump . (: tq for encouragment .
i love captain's ball . :DD

today nth much too lurh .
music had high school musical . love the songs . (:
next week playing the keyboard one .

tired . tmr still have rehearsal . (:
jiayou 2e3 ! i love 2e3 . :D
we only have 2 months left before streaming comes n we have to spilt .
have to treasure these 2 months .
or it'll be too late . ):


TAG REPLY .

samson : heys kor ! :D kaes . will smile . (: thx for being dere for me . will cheer up . love you too . xD
yanni : hey laopo ! lol , y am i good ? xD
jiahui : UPDATED . :D n hello for wad lah . =.=
rongyong : hello rongyong jie ! :DD i love u tooooo . ((:
alex : okays . c first alrites ? (:

lalalas .

ystd .

mm . ystd silent reading was in the humanities homeroom . (: aircon . hahas . i dunno wad happen den someone behind pour glitter on me . ps . i think it was xiangyi ? haha .
recess was horrible . all the table wet . somemor stomach pain . >_<>
omg ! last homec lesson before practical . dunno after practical still have practical lessons not . n for coursework i cooking spaghetti . hahas . same as sec 1 . i dun wan take the risk . :D
ergh . donoven n buanheng bully me . D: bullies lah .
hmm . maths was okay . i love pythagoras theorum ! wows its easy . (: thanki you samson kor . if u nv teach me i get all wrong again . >_<>

today .
went to j8 with soonlam n jh . lol . soonlam kip calling jh pig . xD lalala . soonlam remember to buy pig for her on her bdae . :DD n OMG . SECRET BLOODY NICEEEEEE . :DDDDD lol , i noe i watch a bit late ler . budden its seriously very nice . jay chou is soooo cute . he play the piano damn fast lehs . den the gurl oso very chio . the story very sad . T.T the last part a bit confusing . its lyk *gasp* u noe . but on the whole , very very very nice . 5 stars !! :DD
oh ya . soonlam very concern jh leiiiii . xDD

lalalas .
changing blogskin soon .
sians .

TAG REPLY !

ry jie : hey jie ! u takecares toos . (:
gaya : yes yes . will link you asap . (: link me toos .
JIAHUI : ?
farah : lol ? den tag mor . haha . xD miss eu . of cos miss eu lah . bear with you for ?
erin : YES YES ! laopo say one . better eat less of em . :DD
SHUXIAN : yes . will try to cheer ups . haiis . i dun think i cn even get to noe him . huh ? im nt close to him in sec 1 .. i dun understand . smiling . (:
YANNI : LAOPO ! hahas . i change my links . im very free der . haha . u shld be honoured . c i so good .

yawns .
tired .

ystd . i promised laopo to update . ((:
ystd was great . had fun . also chionged my homec in time . i did rest of my e learning by 12 . den went on to homec . lol . cant concentrate . cos a lot of ppl talking to me on msn . lols . so until lyk 3 . did only 2 pages . =.= but i badly wanted to go out . so went to meet minhui at amk hub der .
reach der . saw minhui n yanni . den saw wisman leon n jianjie . walked arnd for a short time . den went to buy bubble tea with yanni . she doesnt lyk pearls . xD fact gained . n omg . pearls cause cancer ?! O_o better eat less of them in future . :D den leon want us to go his hse play poker . lols . i went . yanni stayed . ): she wanted to shop . n talked to her b4 boarding the bus . found out she was my laopo . cos i am minhui 's mum . lol . confusing .
den went to leon's house . played poker a while . slack slack . den nid go ler . so i , wisman n minhui whe to kovan to eat . (: wisman so funny lahs haiyas . i treated him to his cai tao kuey . xD nice guy . eh rmb . u owe me 1 ice cream ! :DD den ltr min walked home with wisman den i went home . chionged my coursework . 1.15 finish ! 12 pages lehh ! dun play play ! :DD best in jb n some say batam !! lols okay . =.= claps for me anw ? xD

today .
seriously nth much .
homec . coursework handed up . omg luckily i brought seh . or not lyk jiahui said , have to do all on foolscap . =.= haiis sumayah ah .
maths . lol . ms tan very funny . n very .. blur . xD anyway .
lifelit . so sian . chatted a lot with philly . :D n shared secrets . plus change names . so im phillina n she is caiqin . ((:
science . T.T y does cll lyk to point me out . stupid lahh . xing n felix play paper soccer . LOL . =.=
after school . wanted to go home . budden called the chinese cher . she said i still have to be in higher mt until eoy . oh man . =.= its a relief for jh . but me ? i wan go normal chinese . T.T stressful lahs .

den went home n here am i . (:



im sry if i made you angry .
im sorry for my mood swings .
i cnt control them .
i really dunno how to communicate with you .
how to talk to you .
how to even treat you .
naturally ?
i dun think i cn do it .
all i can do now .
is to look at you from a far .
even when im close to you .
u seem so close .



yet so far away .

i dunno y .
but suddenly felt very pek chek .
dunno wads the problem .
wads happening .
tt make me so fan .
its just suddenly very xin fan .
mother ask me wads wrong .
cannot answer .
i dunno is it bout him .
or something else .
i just dunno .
but i cnt .
i promised ppl i will be happy .
i promised myself i will be happy .
n now this mood swing spoils my mood .
sickening .
mayb i just nid some thinking .
or wht .
i just dunno .
hu cn help me .
i guess no one cn .
mayb .
i nid some time to calm down .
is it 1 min .
1 hour .
1 day .
1 week .
1 month .
i dunno .
im confused .
n i dunno wads letting me have this feeling .

just learnt from jh tt her timing was 17.48 .
ur post put 17.55 der !
or wad i saw . =.=
wah lao CHEAT MY FEELINGS !
D:< RAHHH .
now i lost to her by 5 seconds .
suck suck . x(
feel very disappointed nw .
dun noe y .
shit . ):

(:
average day .

haha . chinese was funnn . xD asked jh to write mushy stuff in my diary again . she did a good job ! halfway played tick tock toe on jh's diary . she win so many times ! RAHH . D: haha .

pe . YES ! I PASSES MY 2.4 !!! im so damn satisfied with myself . timing is 17.53 . haha . i noe very bad timing lar . but at least i pass rite ? this the best timing i got from my yrs in nafa . :DDD seriously happy . hahahaha . i jog first . den walked fast . den chiong lyk hell at the last part . n not much stiches ! yay ! *twist* this method works . xDD haha . my timing better than jiahui's by 2 seconds . haha . during the run . was lyk . must win jh must win jh . worked . of cos . tts nt the only method . haha . :D

lifelit . omg so malu . >.<
oh yah . mdm ng is cuteeee . ((:

science . wads her prob lar . "u all are so noisy ! espiecially caiqin! laughing away ! " =.= lyk i care . swapped msgs with xing . hahaha . :DD

maths remedial . wow i suck at tt topic . =X but huda . farah . lynnette . lisa . n ms tan ! so kind help me . haha . thx . xD walked to bus stop with ms tan . talk talk talk . very fun to talk to her . haha . xD

went home . here i am now . sianed . =.=

ystd no one cn go out with me . =,(
so i went out to watch rush hour 3 with my parents instead .
but i was bloody nice ! xD hahaha .
everyone shld watch it . very funny .
hahahah .

I WAN WATCH SECRET . ((:
everybody says its nice .
i oso wan watch .
i dunno hu i shld watch with .
help .

fine . im comforting somebody n another person comes scolding me n tells me it doesnt help her at all . im really hurt . at least im trying to comfort her rite ? at least im comforting her rite . better than standing down dere n doing nothing . i have been through these things too . thinking n emoing just doesnt help . i noe it myself . i tried it myself . i experienced it myself . im now comforting another person n telling her thinking n emoing really doesnt help . wad wrong have i committed ? im trying to comfort a person i care for , a person i love . im trying hard to comfort her . cos tts the only thing i cn do now since i dun noe wad help she nids . wad is happening to her . im only trying to comfort someone . n wad did i get ? someone else coming to tell me tt my comforting doesnt help n its making it worse . u noe how i feel ? i feel tt my hao xin has no hao bao . my efforts have come to waste . most of all . i felt im not needed . okay . i shall not comfort her anymor if she doesnt wan me too . i dun wan comforting someone n im making it worse . worst of all someone comes scolding me when im trying to help a person . happy now ? im really hurt . for once , it isnt about him .

seriously .
nth to post abt this days .
everyday at home . so sian . T.T

HU CN GO OUT TMR .
pls tell me alrites . bored to death at home ler .

been happier .
thought tt being emo isnt gonna help things . sometimes . being happy helps the situation more . being emo really doesnt help but making it worse . okay . i resolved to be a happy lil girl from now onwards . emo kills alrite . so anyone hu is emo now . BE KAI XING ! emo's not gonna touch me anymor . be happy gohcaiqin . ((: i can do it . im gonna be a kai liang shao nu . xDD wahahah . oh yah . must be wen rou oso . i so cho lo now . >.<>

ndp wasnt as nice as i expected . well . its the same stuff every yr . only this yr is the on water thingy . (: mm . i think the national stadium one is better . :D anyway . the ndp watch until i want slp . *yawns* =.= only the red fish person is cute . ((: n i love this yrs national day song . WILL YOU n THERE'S NO PLACE I'D RATHER BE . :DDD hart hart . the songs r in the next post . listen alrite . xDD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
SINGAPORE ! :DD

mm . quite a happy day . (:

early morning was the performance . OMG CN . its lyk . drama the first thing den we have to do the tabloid thingy . waaaah . damn scared when i was on stage lar . x( look stupid . den out of no whr i heard isaac's voice i think . shouting dunno wad lar . not sure . i was lyk . OMG . die liao . ): bloody . i first time perform on stage leh . somemor in front of the WHOLE school . darn . stupid . >.<
after tt went my class dere den sat down n watch the concert since the class one is finale . ((: malay dance n indian dance is nice . xD n i looove the international dance . energetic hyper feeling . hahas . cindy dance until very sexy orr . xD shuxian dance very nice too . waaa . if im a lot mor thinner . i would join dance . >.<
n we sitted on the steps until we cn sing one united ppl . paul talk darn long den we gt to sing . bloody . =.= oh . i n lisa very nervous . n its lyk .. only gt 1 mic at one side .. so we pass it around until very siao . :D n i lisa hyper . the together you n i . we use finger point point . xD hahahah . den waited loooong time befor going to the canteen for .. oh the carnival . (:

after school went buy the bubble tea shop n went to buanheng house to play basketball with . buanheng . donoven . xinghong . fadhli n jiawei 2e2 . plus cindy n rongyong jie . ((:
was funnn . xD at first stand arnd dere doin nothing . listen songs . den i want to play . so bh let us play lor . haha . nice guy . don hao lian lar . hahah . i showed the boys a lay up . hahaha . it went in ! yays to caiqin . (: xinghong very shocked . hahah . this is wad u call pro . :DD den had a match . me n ry vs don n bh . setted a lot of rules . cannot bodyguard . boys cannot snatch but gurl cn snatch . xD cannot anyhow throw ball . cannot anyhow touch . =X plus touch girl 1cm die . :D n blahblahblah . as u c . we have a lot of advantages . but in the end ? they won . =.= aiyo . boys too rough lar . n fadhli leg hurt leh .. aiyo . xing n don dun care der lor . so bad lar . bad frens . =X n i very good get ice for him to put on his leg . (: n 12.30 went home with cindy n ry . going home tt time really feel ry very mature n sensible . i feel so childish beside her . ): lol . no wonder ry is my jie . ((:

n here i am at home . ltr going c doc for my leg again . omg . going through another painful experience . but i noe the perfect method . xD aiyo . i finally cn walk nicely liao leh . y make me undergo the pain again ? sob . ): think i will pai kar again . 1 more week . nvm at least i have a long weekend to xiu yang . (: national days tmr n 10th dun nid go school . sat n sun dun nid go sch .. monday go sch . n tuesday plus wednesday stay at home to do e learning . truthfully i dun like e learning ! but nth to do . hope my leg cn be well . (: wish me luck .

wows . this is a long post . sry no pics . very sian to upload . n yes ry . i will learn to be gentle . wen rou . (:

EMO DOESNT HELP !
ITS MAKING IT WORSE .
IM NT GOING TO BE EMO ANYMORE .
IT REALLY DOESNT HELP .
I WILL N I MUST BE HAPPY . ((:
SMILE EVERYONE .

):

mmm . tdy was okay . starting of the day chinese . aiya . ): was thinking whether nid to go normal chinese 2nd class a not . den went to higher chinese class again . stay der . think next lesson will go to 2nd class ler .

after tt pe . waah the cher fierce lar . cos i 4get bring parents letter for nt goin to pe . den she say next time if i dun bring she gonna shout me . ): aiya . den play captains ball . i captain again . ((: i fa xian i love captains ball . yay ! xD i was dancing on the chair . LOL .

lifelit i scored 20/30 . highest . budden its quite low . expected higher .. haiis . ):

science . gave back paper oso . 41 /50 . aiya . out from my expectations oso .. expected higher . saded .

tdy nt really very happy . average . ): bye guys .

oh well ,
the 2nd wish came true i guess .
although it isnt really counted ..
but nevertheless .
its wad i wish for .
but i kinda expected mor than tt .
nvm .
i guess he doesnt really care tt much .

TODAY IS THE DAY ! xD

hahahas . i waited 1 whole yr for this day . xD
im happy . :DDD n im smiling .

i made 3 wishes last night . n i hope they all come true . (:
especially the 2nd wish . i really hope it will come true .
but it hasnt been fulfilled yet .

n here is the winning scoreboard ! :DD

1st - JIAMIN . :D
2nd - LYNNETTE . :D
3rd - HUDA . :D
4th - XINGHONG . :D
5th - JIAHUI . :D
6th - MINHUI . :D
7th - SOON LAM . :D
8th - MOJO DADDY . :D
9th - CASS . :D
10th - PHILLINA . :D
11th - JANEL . :D
12th - SHUXIAN . :D
13th - LISA . :D
14th - MEIJIA . :D
15th - SHUTING . :D
16th - DONOVEN . :D
17th - JIAWEI . :D
18th - ZHIHUI . :D
(will update somemor . xD )

harharhar . so far 18 .
mmm . jiamin n nette sent me msgs last night .
huda , xinghong n the rest tdy morning .
THANKS A MILLION ! :DD
oh yah . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANELL TOO ! :DD
the gurl hu has the same birthday as me . xD

i think you would noe wad the 2nd wish is about .
i truthfully wish it would come true .
i wish .
i wish .
n i wish .
this wish which only you can fulfill .
n would wait until 12 tonite .
i really wish it would come true .

ouchh . >.<
my toe is killing me . arghh .

science is so darn boring laahs . chow blaah on about electricity . say bout wad I1 I2 . R2 R3 . clinton very funny . " waah i dun understand a single thing laah . " LOL . me too . xDD den draw on xing's hand . waa . fun fun . :DD talking to xing very fun der .

homec was tough . hit my toe bloody lots of times . ouchh . >.< i walking very slow mah . den buanheng look at me like wad liddat . aiyo . wad cn i do . n the bloody shepherd's pie go chao ta lar ! waah . first lesson don turn now my turn . =X oh crap . don . dun too hao lian first lar . omg . after tt did some work . waah boys cn be very rude der lehs . lyk douheng ! go dig my pencil case . RAHH . D:<
boys , next time learn to say "please" , "sorry" n "thank you" . :DD 3 important words in life .

maths . sian ah . new chapter called . mensuration . O.o omg . 2e3 will noe . :D

after school hobbled to foyer dere get my present from soom lam . yay !
tq to jiahui n soon lam for buying me presents sehh . xD many thanks . jiahui 's pig is pretty . soon lam's piglet very cute ! waah thanks . xD

auntie brought me n phillina home . phillina said auntie was cool . :D lol ?

tts my day . next monday n tuesday nid rehearse for national day . wednesday national day celebrations . omigush . my toe hurts lyk hell . i dunno whether cn make it anot . waah . )):

bye :D

you noe .
those small happy moments with you
never stops making me smile .
they chased away my fears .
my pain .
n almost everything that i am suffering . (:
thank you .

oh well .

tdy was okay . although my toe is bloody painful .
n my throat is sore n my voice is gone . nvm . i guess no one cares .

mm . morning went classroom to read the paper thingy . =.= stupid . chow ask me n nette to stand lar . bloody . foot pain still ask me to stand .

nth much after tt .

afternoon chinese lesson . omg get back results . yay i passed . xD isnt very good but . at least i passed . but i still going to normal chinese . grp 2 . okay . (: higher chinese is too presurrizing . byebye higher chinese ! sobs . ): been in tt class for one yr 8 mths n 2 days . waha . i will miss my classroom . my desk . my vandalizings . =X will also miss jiajia who is sitting beside me . she may be in different chinese class as me . sadd .

mm . tts my day . hope tmr would be better . my birthday on this sunday . (: some ppl buying presents for me tmr . yay . tqtq . (:
oh yah . hu is free tmr after school or saturday . pls tell me alrites . (:

its surpirising you helped me in life hardest situations .
when at the doctors .
the pain started .
i thought of you .
the happy moments .
the pain subsided .
im suprised .
really .