黑糖秀

敞開心胸　去追尋快樂的出口　
別怕寂寞　因為有我們在背後
假如以後　我們全都各奔西東　
要永遠記住最初的夢

嘿yo yo
第一堂課坐好跟老師SAY YO
第二堂課早就趴下去找周公
第三堂課黑糖點心已經空空　
第四堂課籃球不再受控
第五堂課跟著音樂老師唱DO
第六堂課實驗失敗難過
第七堂課書包收好準備go home
boys and girls just want to show

桌上的鏡子反射看到後座的豬頭　
自認為帥氣幽默情場高手
但心理居然對他產生悸動　
這感覺該怎麼形容
坐在教室裡眼神放空等著下課鐘　
黑板上寫的知識都沒搞懂
受夠女孩們的大小姐舉動　
過份無理超難溝通

敞開心胸　去追尋快樂的出口　
別怕寂寞　因為有我們在背後
假如以後　我們全都各奔西東　
要永遠記住最初的夢

化妝包的世界只有美麗的人才懂　
色彩的節奏一切由我主控繽紛的感動烙印在我心中　
只希望你注意到我
書包的課本永遠都比漫畫少的多　
手裡的電動好像從沒停過
邱比特告訴我其實她不錯　
別讓她默默的錯過

敞開心胸　去追尋快樂的出口　
別怕寂寞　因為有我們在背後
假如以後　我們全都各奔西東　
要永遠記住最初的夢

心情總有DOWN的時候　想找人訴說　
沒有抱怨　沒有等候　
是你給我的承諾

敞開心胸　去追尋快樂的出口　
別怕寂寞　因為有我們在背後
假如以後　我們全都各奔西東　
要永遠記住最初的夢 x2

嘿yo yo
第一堂課坐好跟老師SAY YO
第二堂課早就趴下去找周公
第三堂課黑糖點心已經空空　
第四堂課籃球不再受控
第五堂課跟著音樂老師唱DO
第六堂課實驗失敗難過
第七堂課書包收好準備go home
boys and girls just want to show

chorus .


currently obsessed with hei tang ma qi duo :D thanks jw for introducing . xD
this song dedicated to 2e3 bahs .
cos in the chorus wrote :

open your heart and be happy .
dun be afraid to be lonely , cos we are all behind each other .
if in the future , we are all seperated towards the west n east .
but forever remember the dreams we once shared . (:

yeah . 2e3ians . dun be sad tt we r seperated .
rmb our dreams in the times we together .
rmb 1e3 n 2e3 forever . (:

booo .

tdy went school meet ongjh .
late again =.=
lols i think i chi dao wang hurhur . ((:

went sch . pei jh arnd . go give form , give mr leow farewell present .
tts all ? oh n i saw celestine n audrina . hahas :D stop teasing me T.T

after tt went to tanjong pagar dere audition for the moonface thingy .
quite a simple audition lah . but i think i overdid it T.T i too drama ler bahs . :xx

den went toa payoh . slacked at macs . the same vanilla cone plus large fries . gosh i nid to jian fei i still eating these stuff T.T crap lah me .

ltr went jh hse . whoel day with jh hurhur . xD saw her bro play audi . nt bad nt bad . room for improvement . oh n her bro broke voice ! sound mor MAN . lols ! n he became mor friendly . :DD

after tt went home after a threatening sms from my mom . gt home 50 mins after the msg . luckily she didnt scold much ;DD

so here i am . after dinner n tele . xD takkecarres ppl . (:

heys ppl .

yesterday was a nice day . (:
i woke up at 2 in the afternoon n missed my bus to marine parade for swimming lesson . i waked mom up . she said miss the bus , nvm , no nid go . argh . im happy n sad at the same time . lols . the sad part is to not seeing my swimming mates . happy part for not needing to go for tiring swimming n cn go for phillina's church service . (:
so pleaded my mom to go for the service n she said okay , provided i reached home early , before 10 . lols so i went out to eat lunch with her n rushed off to the service . was late =.= but went in with philly n got to noe a new frend , esther :D hahas , shes philly's cell grp mate . n shes niceee . xD okays . so we went in to the service , it was nice laa , inspired me (: but kinda boring :x no offence ! but really inspiring laa ((: inspired me on certain things . n after the service , went to find philly's cell grp mates . saw them n settled down for a short meeting . i dunno wad they dicussing lah , so just made myself comfortable on the seat . oh oh . n one of philly's cell grp mates shuaige leehhh . XD lols ! okays . hmm . den went for dinner n fellowship with them . omg it was great ! xDD i love fellowship man . first we ate dinner peacefully . den i told philly something n she went laughing n choking lyk mad . =.= got so funny meh ? i just complimenting someone -.- lols . den ended up with lots of crap after tt . n cn you believe it , I SAW ISAAC ! the famous iceangel blogger/blogskinners frend . i was lyk OMG . his hair gave him away . lols xD den stupid samsonkorkor go call his name n ended up with lots of embarrasment . =.= den played games they invented ? very interesting . one was called who wad huh . n one called handiplast (i enjoyed beating samson :D) lols ! but the most nicest was the classic HEART ATTACK . most fun :DD im glad i hit my kor again :x lols . okays .

today was niceeeee (: but some parts suck lah .
today afternoon went ms normala hse ! FUN MAN . first went to buy present , chocolate :D den went to her hse . the food was nice though xD ate 2 plates :x okay im getting fatter n fatter . i want to be thin n get everyone shocked when i go to school next yr . ppl out dere be witnesses okay ? xD yes , tts my aim for these 2 months . so i cn fit into mor nicer clothes :xx okays , ms normala hse . ate ate , play play . n went home at 3.30 . cos i have to go n visit my cousin n her 3 month old baby :D
reached my cousin house . omg shes damn cute laaaa !! xDD n i become auntie liao . T.T she next time calling me auntie . cos shes my niece . oh my god T.T im feeling old . but shes so cute laa . worth it :D played with her until quite long . took pics of her . show you some other time (: lazy upload xD den she went to slp n we went to eat . den after we left , went for dinner at amk hub . during this period of time i kip kena scolding from my parents . mom mostly . zz . suck lah . eating dinner was a torture . how cn i eat with all the nagging ? =.= ltr after dinner . they qi lyk siao ler , went ip zone buy clothes . my mom bought a shirt for me . damn nice la the shirt . xD thanks mom . but after tt she began scolding me again . =.= wad a sudden change of temper . zzz . car back home was crap lah . scold until lyk siao . tmd . =.=

okays . tmr going out with ojh to j8 buy mr leow present , cos its his last yr . we wun be seeing him next yr . ): so gotta wish him farewell . n coming back to school to give ms lim the edusave form n return library book :x err . maybe going audition for a mediacorp show :X but most probably not . cos nid c angela loh n my parents all nt free tmr , cannnot accompany me go audition . they say must have at least 1 person follow you go . so .. c how lor .

lalalas . okays . bye (:

是非题

每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷
你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什麽关系
你的呼吸　藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个喃呢　那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气　别人都说我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心
我们从不证实那个问题　那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋　我会期待爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

hellos everyone .
im back ! (:
with lots of news . hahas .

but first thing .
the spammer on my blog seems to be gone .
tts a good thing i guess xD
we frightened him away ppl !
spammer : if you want to come back i dun mind at all , but at least be concerned of your own dignity n face . byebye :D

WEDNESDAY .

went to oh chin huat farm for post exam activities . had a lot of fun dere ! although it was very boring at first . but it was very educating (: lols . learn lots of things . n ate lots of leaves . xP but we knew wad the leaf was used for n eat for wad . lols ! funnnnn . n ltr went to buy vegetables n peppermint crystals with philly n ppl . n i bought TOMATOES ! i love tomatoes ! xDD so sweet n tasty . xDD LOVES . n brought a lot of vegetables home . oh yeah . the DA HAO REN phillina phua yi hui gave me a spearmint sack ! xDD xie xie ni , da hao ren ! n the peppermint hen you yong sia . cn ti shen n refresh your mind :D nice nice . cn last 1 year somemor xDD
so wednesday is a great day :DD

THURSDAY .

hmm . went to science centre . n only had 1 hour to walk n look around . you call tt excursion ? O.o zz . nvm , was quite fun anyway . played around dere . sadly , the mirror maze is longer dere . saddddd )): cnt play in der anymor . haiis . went to the water maze n got wet , but not as wet as the others :D hahas . very fun . n zhihui tricked us laah ! xDD lols !
went back school . on the way , the bbb ( bowen budget bus ) is so damn bloody hot laahs . n i fell aslp =.= got off the bus . a lot of ppl say my hair very messy n i look very tired n sick . but im just feeling slpy . thanks for the concern ppl :D
went with ry to compass . ate at kfc . talked a lot . n met jw , st n jq at dere too . went to buy jacobs bdae present :D hahas !
den went back school again . looked for jiajia . dun cry gal , everything will be fine yepps ? dun be emo laaah . n dun die ! if you die i die with you ! (:
went to find jobs with jh after tt . went to ph to apply . the person would call us . hope we have a chance :D
thursday is a nice n okay day (:

FRIDAY .

the last day of school . i hate this day . 2e3 is splitted . i will miss 2e3 damn lots . in these 2 years , we had fun , laughter n happiness tgt . now all these will only stay in our memories . treasure these memories , 2e3ians . hope we rmb all of them . n lets have class outings every yr again okays ? i hope so .
okay . had recongition day . sat 1 hour plus plus in the hall T.T butt pain ah . slpt almost through everything . until the reach for the stars thing . yes 2e3 , i didnt get it . im very sorry if i made you disappointed , n i cnt say i tried my best too . blame it on nervousness . sorry guys . its the first time i have been in a audition lyk this . its scary . i had stage fright too . just blame it on the stupid nervousness of mine . sorry ppl ): okay . the finalists were superb . they sang really well . esp tirta ! omg . wish them luck (:
used the hand campaign . wash n scrub the tables lyk hell . but had fun ! xD
got the results . i was very nervous n frightened before tt . tears came out but i wiped them away . lyk i said , gohcaiqin is a strong girl ! she will not cry (: i didnt dare to look at the results at first . but they came out even better much mor than i expected . i got 12 in class n 77 in lvl . n i didnt even get any Cs at all . but somehow , i still was not satisfied . the comments put : caiqin sets high expectations for herself . she shld better manage them . i suppose so . now we could only wait till 12 nov . n get the classes we will be going to . i really dun wan 2e3 to be seperated . but it has to be done . nth we could do .
JIAYOUS everyone ! hope you guys cn jiayou in sec 3 ! its gonna be tough .
went with jh again after school . she cried again . dun cry lah , cheer up ! i noe mr leow is leaving . but wad cn we do ? crying wun make him stay . he still has to retire . i noe your feelings . i will miss him too .
friday , i wouldnt say its so great .

TODAY .

didnt go for swimming lesson . mom let me stay . cos i was late alr . :x lols . hope ltr cn go out with philly n her church . if my mom lets . :XX

byeeeeeeeeeeeee .

tags reply .

yanni ; lols . okays . :D the world is nice for you laopo xD
jiawei ; okays i try bahs ? thanks for the luck ahs . really ah .. thanks thanks (:
rongyong ; hello laoba . thanks thanks . xDD
phillina ; hi philly . it was okay . thanks a lot . x)
peh****** ; hello peh . link you asap lah . tag liao . hahas . stars cute ? lols ;D
pearlyn ; lols . okays . add liao . link you asap . :D
xiangyi ; yoyo . thank you ! xD
rongyong ; thanks laoba . tt coward damn stupid sia , he say you boy leh . so stupid . hahahas ! anyway thanks for the help . but dun care bout cowards lyk this lah .
miin ; thanks .

nameless n nameless 2 ; HELLO COWARD . shld i welcome you to my blog ? or shld i say thank you for tagging me ? you say i action , i bloody extra . so what if i am ? YOU JEALOUS AH ? jealous you nt extra lyk me har . envy you not as action as me ah . please lah , even if im extra . YOUR BUSINESS ? im me , NOT YOU . i do wadever i please . n you have absolutely NO RIGHT to interv ene . i live my life n you live YOURS . n oh oh . you say i go YOU ALL the blog . please ? i go the blog . must talk to you meh ? talk to the rest cannot ah ? tt blog is not only YOURS . wow , you say its yours huh . woah , so selfish man . you think tt blog only belongs to you ? crapping lah you . n please man . stop being a foolish coward n if you really buay song me . write your name lahs . gan zuo jiu yao gan dang . dun lyk me . come straight to me n tell cn ? dun fool yourself by putting up a lame name n scolding people . you this kind of ppl are called COWARD . you r a total COWARD . i will call you brave if you come n tell me you dun lyk me , you buay song me . n even if you dun lyk me . you DUN have to do this . just tell me in real life n we'll go our seperate ways . dun nid to xiao li cang dao lor . dare write your name . you just disgracing yourself . oh yeah . shld i thank you for making my blog mor alive ? you contributing life to my dead tagboard . thank you man ! LOLS . but rmb , you r just a foolish coward disgracing yourself . tag n spam all you want , i cn just delete your msgs , n make your efforts come to nothing . n if you think something PUNY liddat cn harm me , lemme tell you im not one bit pekchek or sad or angry . i just think you r just a pathetic freak . n your stuff just brushed off me . i dun one bit care . WAKE UP , COWARD .
i noe hu you r .
beware if you continue on .
dun make me do the extreme .
by den , you will really regret .

oh . n you nt only coward , but stupid oso . dun even noe how to differenciate a boy or girl . dumb ass .

i hate today .

That's When I Love You

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby
nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what


let the lyrics explain themselves .

ps for not updating my blog for 3 days . rofl .

thursday .

hmm . got chosen for the reach for the stars thingy . err . yeah ? mrs toh ask us sing in front of the whole class nia . omg ! :O i was so damn nervous cn . n clarice voice damn nice e . she sure in ler . actually was don . den he dun wan so push to clarice . lols . thanks for the support ppl . but i still no confidence . hais .
den after school jiahui minhui yanni n dinghan came my hse . n i cook for them :X aiyo . my food okays laa . at least you all nv kena stomachpain laa . rofl . den dh play with maple with my comp . den he kip making my comp hibernate . zz . den ltr ongjiajia play with my osim shaking machine thingy at my hse . den she very funny laa . lols . kip making sounds . den ltr play daidee . fun fun :D den ltr i pei them go compass take mrt . den i went macs to make my membership . xD

ystd .

actually nth much laahs . morning sci . watched high school musical 2 ! omg its damn nice lurhhs . heard tt mj contributed the disc . omg thanks . hahas xDD i lyk the song . i gotta go my own way . damn nice lurhhs . :D zac efron damn shuai . lawls . xD
homec period . slacked in class .
maths period . learnt half hour of sets . n actually it was ms tan's last lesson with us . SADED . )): i love ms tan man . gonna miss her lessons . n miss her . she gave us each a photograph n we asked her to sign for us . its lyk farewell liddat laah . :x haiyo . sad laa . ms tan , i will miss you damn much ):
den went to do cip . give out flyers . waa damn tiring der . gt one block a lot of columns lor . den must go up n down the stairs laah . zz . tiring !
den drama . cleaned up the drama room . saw a brand on a blue stripped tee . n omg laahs . hahas ! drama ppl will noe xDD n im gonna love tt shirt . thanks lots ongjiahui nuer for telling me . GAN DONG . xDD n as incentive ms lim bought pizza for us ! :DD omg i love ms lim ! xDD hawaiian pizza rockks . ;D

tdy .

woke up at 2.55 pm tdy . when my swimming lesson starts at 3.15 . zzz . rushed rushed rushed . missed the bus so asked my aunt to fetch me :x reach dere changed . n got in the pool at 3.45 . so i left with a half n hour of lesson n no lunch >.<

the song i sing for you .
no matter would you be dere .
i would still sing my best .
your my motivation .

hmms tdy is a day full of different feelings .
some made me pissed some made me jump for joy :D

got back most of the results lers .
haiis .
some okay , some very disappointing , some not satisfied and some happy ones .

eng paper 1 - 35/60 . damn disappointing . kns . first time get so low .
chinese overall - 66/100 . quite good . b3 yeahs . last time b4 .
geog - 49.5/75 . hate it . zz . but i didnt study for it . =.=
homec paper - 55.5/100 . lyk shit man . c5 nia . zz . dropped .
science - 75/100 . seriously , could have done better . okay bahs .
maths - 66/100 i love this (: i love ms tan ! from f9 till b3 . yepps . only subject tt made me happy . but still nt really satisfied . 4 mor marks a2 >.< gt difference kay .

tts all . sighs .
i think , i cnt go e3 ler . cnt go combi 3 ler .
n fat hope on my unfulfillable wishh .
sheesh .
zh , dun sad lers . cheerups (: congrats for top in maths .
mj , cheer up toos (: congrats on improvement !
st , congrats for most improved x)
jw , congrats for maths n etc . cheer ups (:
don , congrats for maths (:
phill , congrats on fantastic results , triple sci girl :D
nette , same marks as me (:
aish , cheer up laaa ((:
ms tan , i love yous xD thank you !

haiis . im a strong girl . i will not cry ! if i cry , im a wu gui wang ba dan ((:
everyone be strongggg . pull urselfs tgt kays ? jys for rest of results .

i think forgetting you will be the best way out for me .
but when i tried .
i just cnt do it .
we had so many memories tgt .
trying to forget them is mor hurting den forgetting them .
sighs .

sometimes i hate you .
but sometimes i just love you so muchh .

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

i guess .

i forgot to say .
tts ystd was mengchen's last day with us .
i didnt really care much bout him last time .
n if i did , it was only quarrel .
now he's goin .
i feel a sense of loss ?
loss of a 2e3-ian .
loss of a quarrell mate .
loss of a frend .
must get in touch with him through msn . (:
but without him , 2e3 is not 2e3 any more .
it has a member less .
2e3 is incomplete .
every person in 2e3 is important .

mm okay .
tdy nth muchh yeahhs .
i feel damn tired now .
yawnns .
n my heart is shrinking .

i dunno wad to think .
my mind is blanked .
im fishhed up .
i really dun wanna think .
i want peacee .
with everything .
but my thoughts r jumbling n piling up .
shld i give up ?
shld i shld i shld i ??
helpp .

Pretty Boy

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind
I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside and make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right through my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside and make me stay right beside you

Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside and make me stay right beside you


let the lyrics speak for themselves .
these r my feelings .
this songs so touching . its nice (:

lalalalalas .
taken a lot of pics , below .
promised laoba to upload them ustd , but nv again .
so sorry . ):

ystd .

try to look at the pics , lazy to elaborate .
basically just went tm in the morning . met yifeng for the first time . nice guy laahs . very fun . lols . :D ate pastamania with sx clarice ry yf :D ate spag bol . very nicee . x) den went to take neoprints . was funn . i will upload the neoprints some other day (: den shopped myuk . but no wallet very nice liddat , den nice ones ppl have ler . i must be original xD so i think next week going bugis de myuk see got a not . if dun have den suan ler lors , buy any one baahs (: im dying to have a wallet . lols . oh yeah . den headed down to vivo find philly . reached dere , played with water on the top floor . so fun ! but until feet very pain T.T after tt went a,k with sx n yf to buy flower . she bought red red one for her ahma . den another orange one for me , ask me cheer ups . (: thanks . it brightened me upp . den took bus until bowen der , dun feel lyk goin home . so went sx hse . she moved hse i haven see yet . very nice lei her room . the bed n the window . hahas . wish i had a room liddat . :D den played audi . ate dinner with her grandparents . her ahma n ahgong very nice . lols . somemor the ahgong say i very guai :DD
lalalas . tts all . went home . luckily mom didnt scold much :x

tdy .
tdy went school . nth to do one lor .
early noe den stay at home slp . =.=
n bloody . so fast get back some results liao lor .
i haven play finish sia ! the results come so fast . ltr i cnt play ler laa .
stupidstupidstupid .
rahhs . rawrrs .
sci chow let us c the answers . dammit . she dunno how set qns one laa . the circuit qns lyk shyt lor . bloody hell . mcq alr lose 5 marks . wtfish laa . worst mcq lor . behind the qns oso die liao lor . sci a1 fly away laa . stupidfish .
homec worser . i get the paper . wtfish . so bloody low . homec now wan get a1 a2 oso hard liao lor . the stupid cher marking oso strict . fishfishfish . although pass budden the fishing mark still so damn fishing low . dammit .
spoiled my mood for the rest of the day . fish it . no mood . sheesh . stupid chers , i wan play mor leii . den so fast gimme back my results den no mood to play ler . stupidfishychers .
rahhs . forget it .
ms chow let us c one letter . i think liddat only make ppl hate her mor lor . but mayb she oso quite kelian baa . speechless lor . ms tan talked to our class a lot after tt . she say paper 2 she mark , say she think i pass . lols . when receive the real results den say baa . maths cn pass i happy lurhhs .
after school went compass with sx ry n clarice . met sx at sch back gate den went to front gate dere take bus . bus so long . -.- den took 156 to compass . pondered bout wad to makan . took very long . den actually want go food court , den passed by jacks place , den rmb got students meal , so enthu-ly went in . ((: go in makan makan . halfway happen some things . make us so feddup laahs . lyk wads their prob ? we students after exams nia , cannot give ourselves a treat laahs ? lyk hello ? did you notice we r eating students meal n not normal meal ? cos we saving money rite . eat cheap der . den you eyes pj nv see properly den scold us waste money . stupidfishlaa . only you cn eat restaurant we cnt eat laa ? fishyou . =.=
den yf came . went walked arnd to montip . den went home seperate ways . went with yf n sx to take 156 home . 2 stops nia xD lols . raining ahh . wait at the busstop for so long zz . den decided to chiong . chionged . top to toe wet =.= den just walked in the rain lor . fan zheng wet liao . might as well do tt . shuang lei . lols . den came back . bathed . here i am . ((:
sry if im vulgar .

nth cn describe my feelings now . its just ..
confused . messed up . feddup bout everything .
i dunno whether those things bout you are true , n im unsure of my feelings now .
i nid time . i want to settle down .
i dun wan to think bout anything for a period of time .
but if you are ..
..
..

tdy .















sx , ry n me :D

















sx chio bu seh xD





ystd .

okays , heres the pics ! sry laoba :D

just for entertainment :D

rongyong laoba n clarice playing with puppets . lols so funny . xD

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO !! xDD
exams r OVER . :DD claps everyoneee .
play hard , have fun , do wad you want before the results .
or ltr results nt up to expectation , den sad n emo lerr .
haiya . even though results no good , dun nid sad k , deres always a way !
jiayouuu . ((:

i will play , shop n work hard now . (:
work as in jobs . i nid to increase my pocket money sia .
decreasing . n my age suitable ler bahs (: jiajia oso wan .
anyone cn recommend us ? xD

hmm .
tdy after exam .
went compass with clarice , rongyong laoba n philly jie . ate pizza hut . rawks man ! :D philly didnt finish her baked rice . which is a SURPRISE . xD lol . i ordered spag . the others ordered baked rice . i just love chicago sia . rawk rawk . ((: after tt took some crazy pics with them . from pizza hut all the way to popular den minitoons . but until minitoons , the salesgirl say cnt take liao . haiyo . phill chill (: dun get upset cos of this k ? anyway , taking fotos very fun sia . xDD went crazy taking them . will upload the pics ltr at nite bah . now lazy =X lols . sry laoba .
den went shopping arnd . (: bought some nail polish tmr go out use der . ((: white , but not too white . niceeeeeee . ;D

so now i am here at home . blogging . lols .
i wan play gunz . xD or gunbound or maple . lols .
feels so great n free after exams .
i wan go e3 . praying bahs .
i seriously think my results nt good enough .
haiis .

i want to change my blog address . (: this one feels so old ler .
get ready to change my link bahs . xD

oh yea . min hui sorry lah , i not purposely der lah . anw wads ur new link ahs ?
jiajia . lols . your mum very hiong . xD

so long ! ((:

sry . i will reply tags another day .
perhaps after exams .

im sry if i let you feel bad last time . lets be good classmates for the rest of the time ? i dun wan 2e3 to have conflict , i wish it could be peaceful . i swear i didnt say those things , n my conscience is clear . n im making it clear . cn we both take a step back n enjoy the 2 or 3 months left tgt ?

tdy is not a nice day .
esp for me .

ms chow cried tdy . i sort of felt sorry for her .

haiis . n my revision still left a lot .
wad to do .

tdy simply no mood for anything .

its just a single line .
but it leaves a scar on me .
a "sorry " . does it have your sincerety ?
but still ?
you dun care .
you dun bother .
forget it .


after the pain .

a quick glance
a simple stare
floods me with distress .

a single word
a hurtful line
threw me to the stages of hell .

a silly truth
a stupid dare
hurls me into undoubtful pain .

the pain i felt ,
you'd never know .
the pain continues and continues ,
even after the pain .

我心好痛 .