y am i so stupid ?
y am i so silly ?
y am i so idiotic ?
to lyk a guy tt wont ever lyk me .
the first day i lyk him .
the first sec i noe i lyk him .
i alr noe its impossible .
so y am i so stupid ?
so silly ?
to lyk him for freaking 5 months ?
i am really very stupid .
i wasted alot of feelings .
emotions .
time .
in this 5 months .
wad for .
now im really trying to get over him .
but y so difficult ?
he is lyk clinging on to my heart .
refusing to let go .
i want to fling him away .
as hard as i can .
but y as much as i try to fling him away .
he would just stuck dere ?
he is a good guy .
but mayb we just dun have the fate with us .
never mind .
y is it so easy to get on .
but so hard to get off from it ?
im stupid .
not in studies .
but in relationships .
y always i dun reap wad i sow ?
he is the guy i had spent most time .
but i didnt get back anything .
maybe , i really shldnt lyk anyone anymor .
i really nid someone .
i want a fresh new start in 2008 .
once the clock strikes 12 on 31st dec .
everything .
everything in my life .
relationships , studies , everything .
is going to change course .
me , i am going to change it .
i dun want to be the old me any longer .
i dun want to get bullied , get hurt anymor .
next yr , its gonna change for the better .
n im not going to fall so badly again .
n im NOT gonna do this agn .


ADDICTED .

I heard you're doing ok But I want you to know
I'm addic- I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker Heartbreaker Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you And after all we've been through
I'm still a dict- I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy I did all that I could
Just to keep you But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you
Now it's over Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting ? Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you
I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you
Now it's over Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you Heartbreaker


i'd run a thousand miles to get you ,
but you would still reject me ,
even if i run a millionth of them .