Saturday, January 5, 2008

yo ppl .

went swimming tdy . 1 month nv swim ler , skills detoriated . D: must buck ups ler . tcher taught us butterfly tdy . cher say im a fast learner (: haha yea man . but the butterfly made my waist very pain ><

ohs . n tmr meeting shuaxian baobei n phillina jie at amk to buy stuff for school . hope to hv fun . ciao ! (:

changed new song .

cry by rihanna ;
i'm not the type to get my heart broken
i'm not the type to get upset and cry
cause i never leave my heart open
never hurts me to say goodbye
relationships don't get deep to me
never got the whole in love thing
and someone can say they love me truely
but at the time it didn't mean a thing

my mind is gone, i'm spinning round
and deep inside, my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip, what's happening
i stray from love, this is how i feel

this time was different felt like, i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life
now i'm, in this condition and i've,
got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

did it happen when we first kissed
cause it's hurting me to let it go
maybe cause we spent so much time
and i know that it's no more
i shoulda never let you hold me baby
maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
i didn't give to you on purpose
gotta figure out how you stole my heart

how did i get here with you, i'll never know
i never meant to let it get so, personal
after all i tried to do, stay away from loving you
i'm broken hearted, i can't let you know
and i won't let it show you won't see me cry

this time was different felt like, i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life
now i'm, in this condition and i've,
got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry
all my life...

very sad song . love it .

ystd i sat beside you in lifelit . its the same nervous , timid feeling lyk b4 . why ? why is this feeling back agn ? im really very confused , mao dun . i said i would forget my feelings for you n get over you . i promised myself , how cn i go back on my promise ?
i tot i had gotten over you , but looks lyk im not .
n i hate myself for it .

your beautiful soul , 10:38 PM .