okays . just to revive my blog for awhile .
wont be blogging anymor till after exams bahs .
alot of stuff happened recently . some of them are solved , some r still left unsolved . exams are also coming . mye man , not just a ca . but im still having problems with lots of subjects lah . deres not even one subject i am very very familiar n confident in . deres just a week left . with problems still left unsolved , i wonder if i cn still cope . but studies r very impt , n i promised my mom to do well n pass all the subs this time . i set high expectations for myself too alrite , although i dun really think i cn reach them . well , i'll just give in my best effort yea . the mugging this few days actually worked :X . but from now on i think i'll just lock myself in my room n crack up the books . from tmr onwards dere will be no computer for me , n i have to mugmugmug ! jiayou gohcaiqin :D i cn do this mann .
& i really hope your happy . you got your happiness didnt you ? good for you yea (: since i cnt give you your happiness , i shall wish you got yours den . i dun have an alternative or choice . but please be happy . i cnt bear to see you being sad n emo alrite . all the best to you :D .
& to the ppl arnd me :
JIAHUI ; your such a best frend alrite ? now i
seriously noe how much you mean to me . i will treasure our frendship mor than
anything now . your just so impt to me , i wouldnt noe wad to do without
you ): ily nuer x3 .
SHUXIAN ; i promise i'll make up to you too
. my baobei will always be my baobei x3 . ily (:
JIAMIN ; im sry for wad happened last week . but
i hope we cn be good jie n mei agn okay ? ily x3 .
PHILLY ; thanks for accompany me through
the dark periods yea . you cn always be trusted bytch ! ily x3 .
your beautiful soul , 10:59 PM .
i cut my fringe . a lot of ppl say its ugly n weird -.- . but i lyk it lahhs :x . oh wells .
life's getting harder n harder as days passes by . how i wish i was a baby . back in time . with no worries . love , frendship , studies , family . seriously lah , why must everything be so difficult ?
your beautiful soul , 10:30 PM .
tagreply .
jiawei ; yeppp , currently recovering (: cough left a bit nia , ahahas :D lols , tt pic ah , ugly laa .__. you takecares too (:
shuxian ; got lorr . you dare say you nt chio ? hmm ? xP . aiyo , deres still alot of chances laa , man man lai la ! bu ji bu ji :D lawls , you sure you dun want to frend me ? think carefully wor . hehs xD .
shuting ; hihi :D aiyo , no laa . ugly ugly T.T nt chio nt chio laa .
yanni ; laopo ! lols yeppp . very long ler hors xD . tyty ^^ .
rocky ; i gt reply wad o.o & LOL . your tt postmake m laugh lyk dunno wad sia . hahahs ! its super funny lor . i replay the scene in my head i still cn laugh lyk mad , you this horny PORK . you dun nid to care , i laugh my prob ^^ . hehe ! lols 3e3 did it for you ! :D lols kind of la , the "RUOQI LOVES CHESTHAIR " is i draw one :DD . nice rite ? HEH . n you suck MOR .
cass ; cass :DD ! i miss you lyk madd ): i cut my fringe agn :X you didnt see my previous hairstyle before ? i thought you did ;x . lols yes i gt one alr but i want another one ! heheh :D :X .
tirta ; turtleeee ! :D tyty ^^ ! LOLS yepp ! great job isnt it :D . hahahs , thanks :D its a chi song man ! :O
your beautiful soul , 9:56 PM .
yeppp .
tdy was an average school day .
boring lessons cept for bio :D , dun noe y , but im happy learning bio . n i dun regret taking it in the beginning at all !
im born for biology ^^
n went to compass with sx horny , ry sexy n philly sotong after school .
went to eat pizza hut :D
n dere was this handsome guy in pizza hut lah , this waiter . so i dared sx to ask him for his number :XX n really in the end she got it man :O ! hu ask our sx to be such a chio bu :D .
yupp . n back home .
mid years are less a few weeks away . n my studies are lyk crap . esp a maths n chem lah . cnt really understand anything :/ . i really must buck up . must do all the homework alr ! cnt slack anymor ): n may mia from blogger soon D:
now looking back , i realised i was really in the wrong . i shldnt have neglected you . im really reflecting n feeling guilty for all tt now . i really feel very guilty now alr . i noe you tried your best hard to maintain our friendship . n you treat me very well , but i didnt took it all for granted , n im nt the kind tt want fame okay , i only want whos dear to me , lyk you . you very well noe how you stand in my heart . n its nt just by saying . its really , heartfelt words . i promise , i will change , n learn to become better . since sec 1 i've been using my most usual self with you , n you seem to lyk me for hu i were , so i stayed my original self with you . i hope you understand my feelings now .
so im saying saying sorry , nt to appease you , but really , i noe im in the wrong n caused you harm . im sorry . i want back our original relationship n i promise to takenote . i wish we still cn stay best frends . becos , yea , its only you . no one else .
your beautiful soul , 10:07 PM .
yeappps . new skinn :D .
n new song !
Ti Amo .虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因為有你 让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合妳我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有妳陪伴 呼吸著有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti Amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你想著你
沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sarang hae and I love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪著你的光阴 怎样都不算 蹉跎
好想缝合妳我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有妳陪伴 呼吸著有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti Amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你想著你
沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你
sarang hae and I love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪著你的光阴 怎样都不算 蹉跎
陪著你的光阴 永远都觉得 不够
lovely song x3 .
n TiAmo means iloveyou in italian ^^ .
i will give anything in the world to just look at you (:your just too cute for words x3 .
your beautiful soul , 8:10 PM .
photos for public performance :D i noe its a bit too late hur :X but i promised tt sotong for them :X
sotong n pork :D .
me n gonggong xD , lols i just discovered dere was a twist beside her :X
gong , sotong n me :D .
take 2 :D .
sotong , hottie n crazy :D .
lols tt sotong zilianing :X
gaya3 !
lols danish xD .
jiajun , lorraine n me ;D .
afifah :D
elizabeth ;D .
the 2 retards xD .
zilian :X
attitude -.-
jess twin jie :D
qian shou guan ying :DD .
if im not wrong , its me ; rocky ; gaya ; gong xD .
after the performance . grp foto :DD !
rehearsals .
i made a story out of these pics :D .
i was emoing n looking out of the window ~
n 2 retards here could bear to see me emoing . so they tried cheering me up :D .
success :DD .
n the gong's heres laughing at my foolishness .
last picc :D
long ti
me ago when we drank coffee during sundram's lesson :D .
the blue nescafe is sammy's ; the latte beside it with the straw is yh's ; den my nescafe original ; n another latte which is philly's .
notice how tanned sammy's hand is :X . heh xD .
i so wanna do this agn :D !
your beautiful soul , 7:14 PM .
argh , im so super sickkk ):
ystd went home early soon after chinese started . had a fever n everyone touched my forehead , hands n neck n said i was super hott T.T . thanks shuxian horny , philly sotong , rongyong sexyy , rocky porkball , jiajia nuer , jessica twinjie n sammy for showing concern yep (: thanks ^^ .
im damn pissed by my parents now lahs . i feel quite okay now alr lohs . by tmr shld be cn liao lahs . n now wad they say ? dun go cross country . walao . i want to go one lohs . den now they just say , cannot . fk lah .
i want to wear my new class jersey n i want to buy fbt shorts tmr for it lohs . stupid lahs . im lyk so looking forward to it cn . knn .
i oso want to have breakfast with some of the bytches n yh they all der lah . stupid sickness lahs . y cannot after cross country den come . hais .
super miss my friends n classmates cn ): now must wait until monday den cn see them agn . hais ):
your beautiful soul , 5:40 PM .
yessssssssssssss :DD . its over !!
n i didnt ps myself at all okayys ^^ .
but i didnt act my best either :/ . but i did my best .
at backstage i was freaking nervous liaos k . n when i went on stage , i was lyk , shyt . die . n lights on tt time hors . i heard someone . sx i thinkk . squealing " eh caiqin caiqin ! " i was T.T arghhh . den just continued with the whole theatre looking at me sia @.@ . wthelllll . nvm , just glad its over (:
den after tt went to laobasha dere to eat . wanted to find sx theyy all one , but they went alr ): so went with my parents lohs . but in the end yh sammy they all oso dere , so i went to sit with them lohs . n i was talking to jason all the way cos hes in front of me xD . hahah . funny guy . n i go buy drinks n took straws to fold hearts . den when he make the straw stright tt time hor , become lyk the whole thing straight until dented alr lahs o.o waahahahs xDD . yupps . so after tt jason n yh took my car home . cos jason nid go home early n yh was sick :X . so yupp , drop them off at their hses . n went homee .
hengggggg :Dim a lucky girl ^^ .
your beautiful soul , 12:44 PM .
yoooos :D .its a long time since i posted .this week is packed with rehearsals for public performance lahs . very tiring ): everyday come back home lyk 10 + liaos lahs , too tired to even do homework . after i bathe i just plonked myself on the bed n slpt . heng tdy the school allowed us to come at 8 to school :D so i cn slp for half n hour morrrr :D soo shiokkk . 1/2 hour only , but im refreshed liao lols xD . so very good , didnt fell aslp in school tdy (:n TMR is the big day . shyt laa . 500+ pars of eyes will be staring at me cn T.T arghhhh . including shuxian , yh , sammy , teruna n ppl from my class + my parents + ppl from backstage + the rest of the performing arts ppl in the resting rm >.> shyttttttt . think of it my legs grow wobbly alr laa . n someone cursed me to ps myself on stage sia .i tell you i wont let tt happen okayy ^^ . i shall have witnesses :D yeppp . im going to practise my lines agn ltr . just to make sure (:good luck to me tmr ! *crosses fingers* ):
your beautiful soul , 11:46 PM .
the true seriously hurts , mor than anything else .wad cn i say ?nth .im just too tired to be bothered anymor .imissyou , mor than anything else .when you look me in the eyes If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home
I've been looking for that someone
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise when you look me in the eyes
How long will I be waiting
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can
I can't take a day without you here
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise when you look me in the eyes
Moving on, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise when you look me in the eyes.
your beautiful soul , 11:13 PM .
