alrighty ! another post (:

i just checked th weather forcast for genting . & on 5 & 6 nov , AFTERNOON RAINING SIA . LYK WTTOOT LAH . somemore th operation hours are lyk what , 10am-7pm ? so only cn play th outdoor theme park in th morning leh . both full day also raining . TOOT lah , my first time to genting , then now liddat ):
I PRAY IN GOD'S NAME IT WONT RAIN LONG IN TH AFTERNOON DURING THOSE 2 DAYS .

& extra curriculum sucks man . everyday go school feel lyk sleeping . philly good lah , her mom allow her to not go cos she's tired . dammit , why arent my parents tt understanding ? D:
but yay ! monday's th last day . cnt waiiittttt :D

tdy went to sx's house aft sch . went to buy pasar malam food & new earphones cos th old one spoil . went her hse eat , watched th new OKTO channel & i fell asleep on th sofa -.- from 2+ slp until around 5 ? :O yeah so i went there basically to nap -_-

& SHIT outing change to 20nov ! partly cos of me lah , actually is 6nov but i going genting during tt time :X tt time booking i begged with my mom to change th date but she dont want lah ! tmd .
BUT LOOKING FORWARD , AYE :D
oh yeah ! shit bought me a gorgeous HOT PINK shirt , those in in kind . it didnt look nice when i tried it on in sch , cos i had th class tee inside . but i went home & tried it with skinnies & ITS FABBBBBB :DD so i started camwhoring with it :x shall post it & th card some time .
THANKYOU DUCK & PORK :D

ohyeah . IWEBMUSIC have prob lah ! what stupid bandwidth . tts why my blog now no music . !@#$%^&*
:X somemore now my imeem gt prob also . myflashfetish also dont have th song i want . SAD LAH .
fasterfaster iwebmusic faster okay ! i wanna one in a million ):

sunday maybe going out with jiajia . long time never talk to her yo , must meet her befor i go genting . haha :D

okayyy . shall go & try out th audi thingy . hope cn play ! gt by2 songs eh ! omg :O

okay i shall post when my life is SO dramatic .

hahaha .

but nth really intersting happened to me lately . so i have to disappoint .

cept tt yesterday we went to padma's house for deepavali lunch ! &padma's so HOSPITABLE , NOT hospitality =x
so i & shuxian went to woodlands in the morning , deciding to buy contacts but in the end didnt cos we went to the wrong shop , & i decided not to buy . hmm . so after that went to amk to buy some flowers for padma , cos go her hse cannot dont buy anth ma . so picked out 5 daisies for a bouquet , for $20 . & went to meet everyone at sch backgate .

so we went to padma's hse tgt , & there was lyk so many people there lor ! 3e3 , ex-4e1 & some 3e1s + padma's family . omg , as you can imagine the house is pretty much packed .
so we sat down in a circle (or rather distorted-oval) & padma etc began to pass around the food & stuff . OH , & something hilarous & unbelieveable happened . the whole class is lyk passing the message along lyk pass the parcel liddat siah o.o most people's expression are shocked & laughed tt kind of stuff lah . but damn funny loh ! LOL . only those who went knows :D

&did a piece of meat by the name of ONGRUOQI lost her way on going to padma's hse ? i still dont know the answer . we tried asking ahmad but too bad , she lost him . sad right . yes , IM GRIEVING FOR HER ):

so went to hougang mall after tt . me , sx & philly . went to popular & stuff to shop around , then went to sx hse to slack , after tt went home .

PS : away to genting from 5-7 nov !
yeah its my first time there , i know , but stop saying its pathetic .

im sort of addicted to hannah montana's episodes now . so ..
byebye ! :D (hannah montana style)

maybe ystd wasnt such a bad day after all . shit was really great to be with to get my mind off problems . we laughed lyk mad all day , and i almost forgot bout everything tt happened . but after that when i left gaya & rq , i went back again . i dont know wads wrong with me , its just a mere few days only , & it just hurt tt much . i told myself it isnt worth it , but it just didnt work . i know its just a stupid crush , but i thought again , why does it make me feel lyk this ? its really .. i dont know how to describe . its lyk anger + sadness + confused = the kind of feeling i have now .
maybe i shld just go & wath some comedies & play some stupid game , to get my mind off things .

if its possible , that is .

hais , SUCK .
its really damn sucky loh . why must these situations happen again & again . yet , im falling in it one after another . im sick & tired of all these . i always made myself come to this decision , but in the end , i end up failing it again .
why , just why have this happen so repeatly . its lyk im immune to it alr , lyk a habit . yea , what a weird habit . i go to people & say ; hurting myself is my lifelong habit . lyk wtf cn .
i am seriously pissed off with my life . everyone went on happily & im lyk still stucked down here . esp , these few times , its all the SAME cases . dammit man , really dammit .
tmr's gonna be the WORST day of my life . taking results & telling all the terrible troubles out . probably i'll end up crying my eyes out too , but who cares man , because I , MYSELF , dont care ANYMOR .
&those who care for me , thankyou all , but i hope to not talk about this . i just wanna get my mind off this , stuck myself within all the books & study the crap out of me , until i dont think about it again . next year's O levels & im NOT taking any risks . no , no . im not gonna let my unwanted whims take over me anymor . next year will just be mugging the whole way through . i dun care for anything else man .
&for those who want to laugh at me , go ahead . because i dont give a DAMN bout ppl lyk your . just get the fuck out of my sight .
im just too happy to not lyk tt person anymor . dont think he's worth it at all .

sometimes i wonder why am i so unlucky . forget it , i'll just heckcare from now on .

i just dont know , okay .
i havent went out , & i went in again . i feel pissed off with myself . mayb i made the right choice , because he's not even worth it . but then again , i dunno whether this another choice is correct . i dont understand him , although we made few communications befor . maybe its just a crush , nth much . not love at all . i just dunno whether to accept all these .
i thought after i declared , everything would be fine and there would only be one direction to head . but i realised i was wrong . it turned out lesser than 1 week . and now , it seems to be all gone , because of another option . i just dont know whether to pick tt option or not .
i really have no luck in my love life man . i hope this will end asap .

okay . im gonna blog bout ystd , & tdy .

21/10/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAYA3 aka DUCK/INDIA ! :DDDDD
woah your 15 man ! dont grow any mature ok . cos i'll miss your stupid n senselessness (: even if you dont have a nice birthday (just lyk me -.-) , continue to be happy ! cos you have many many caring & great friends lyk yours truly :D
&goodluck for shawty !

yep ystd had some sexual talk thing o.o
derrick lim talked bout obsence stuffs lah . wth , there's lyk guys in the room can ! &he just said it out lyk tt . ohmygawdd . so watched a video , sick but sweet . LOL .
& after recess had some police talk tt i just fell asleep halfway through -.- nth just captured my attention lah . &got another video , watch befor ler loh . den the next video i slpt again . so i just went zzZZzZz through the next half of the talk :X

after tt went for lunch with jiahui & ruoqi cos minhui left halfway .
bought maggi & ate at playground . crapped & rq complained again bout my choice of hp songs cos got alot is jaychou one den she dun lyk . ABNORMAL LOR . & jh laughed lyk crap when rq said bout the dao xiang song having opening cricket noises o.o whats wrong with that lah . ITS ART OKAY .

so went for drama after tt .
seriously , i effing hate tt patrina lim . im not even selected for the 2nd round of auditions , den she said what , good job lah , have the character in me when im not even selected WAD THE HECK . i not in cn alr , still come and make me feel excited & sure i'd be in ? fuck .

22/10/08

didnt went to sch tdy , cos thought that the chemical thingy would be damn super boring , and i didnt want to go there to slp & waste time . so went to shuxian's house to slack slack . slpt a while , den ate breakfast , watched a bit of show & .. just slack lor . den went to buy bubbletea & went home (:

heard from rongyong just now tt the chemical thingy got give alot of gifts o.o according to her , its boring , but okay . hmm nvm i still dun regret not going :D

edited*
surfed blogshops just now , & saw some mixed tees selling at $6.50 each ! mixed tees are lyk those elmo , superman , spongebob design tees . if 10 or more $6 ea only ! so cheap lohs ;D WHO WANT BUY ! i help your order . latest by 2ND NOV . or just simply go this link : http://mixedteessale.blogspot.com/

can go check on the size & design you want (unisex) ^^

tmr taking results . die already lah . i sure kena scolded by parents , mom especially . hais . shouldnt have got distracted . dammit .
IM SO GOING TO STRIVE FOR NEXT YR .

YESSSSSSSSSSS .
finally finished the blogskin .

VERY sorry for the dead blog , & not updating . felt quite lazy to change the blogskin , & i dont lyk to post anymor without a change of blogskin .
actually should have updated a few days ago , but in the process of changing my blogskin halfway through , i went to the toilet & watch tv . den my aunt went to use the comp & closed the blogger window -.- i went zzzzzzzzzz den dun feel lyk editing the whole thing again ler .

but nevermind , many of you have complained to me bout this dead blog with shit & whatsoever already , so im back due to HIGH demand ! :D (i assume my blog is so interesting that people are pestering me to update more ^^) LOL , JK .

so exam finish ler so now everyday g school slack , slack & SLACK . seriouslynv do anything but play play play . tdy is 12.30 end school lah , den 12.30 padma suddenly come in shouting , " COME ! TAKE OUT YOUR AMATHS TEXTBOOK EVERYONE ! " den the whole class chua tio lah ! end up she tricking us -.- LOL but very cute lah her xD

so after that went with ruoqi to hougang point . ate lunch & shopped for gaya's present . den after tt went my house to get money , den went hg point again to buy duck's present . den went near rq house dere wrap present and design the card .

oh & rq told me last time she & teruna saying bout viwawa , the conversation went lyk this ;

(ruoqi & teruna talking abt mahjong)
R : eh you got play viwawa anot ?
T : VIWAWA PIAK !!!!!!
R : (gives the wtf face)
T : what ?
R : what the fuck you doing ?
T : i dunno cos lyk you say viwawa lyk going slap someone liddat . VIWAWA PIAAK !!!!!!

OMFG LAH . ITS LYK DAMN STUPID & FUNNY THAT I & RQ LAUGH UNTIL OUR BLADDER BURST LOR . omg , what a pair .

yep , so after that packed up & went home quickly cos mom waking up soon :X