Wednesday, October 22, 2008

hais , SUCK .
its really damn sucky loh . why must these situations happen again & again . yet , im falling in it one after another . im sick & tired of all these . i always made myself come to this decision , but in the end , i end up failing it again .
why , just why have this happen so repeatly . its lyk im immune to it alr , lyk a habit . yea , what a weird habit . i go to people & say ; hurting myself is my lifelong habit . lyk wtf cn .
i am seriously pissed off with my life . everyone went on happily & im lyk still stucked down here . esp , these few times , its all the SAME cases . dammit man , really dammit .
tmr's gonna be the WORST day of my life . taking results & telling all the terrible troubles out . probably i'll end up crying my eyes out too , but who cares man , because I , MYSELF , dont care ANYMOR .
&those who care for me , thankyou all , but i hope to not talk about this . i just wanna get my mind off this , stuck myself within all the books & study the crap out of me , until i dont think about it again . next year's O levels & im NOT taking any risks . no , no . im not gonna let my unwanted whims take over me anymor . next year will just be mugging the whole way through . i dun care for anything else man .
&for those who want to laugh at me , go ahead . because i dont give a DAMN bout ppl lyk your . just get the fuck out of my sight .
im just too happy to not lyk tt person anymor . dont think he's worth it at all .

sometimes i wonder why am i so unlucky . forget it , i'll just heckcare from now on .

your beautiful soul , 11:59 PM .