i just dont know , okay .
i havent went out , & i went in again . i feel pissed off with myself . mayb i made the right choice , because he's not even worth it . but then again , i dunno whether this another choice is correct . i dont understand him , although we made few communications befor . maybe its just a crush , nth much . not love at all . i just dunno whether to accept all these .
i thought after i declared , everything would be fine and there would only be one direction to head . but i realised i was wrong . it turned out lesser than 1 week . and now , it seems to be all gone , because of another option . i just dont know whether to pick tt option or not .
i really have no luck in my love life man . i hope this will end asap .

okay . im gonna blog bout ystd , & tdy .

21/10/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAYA3 aka DUCK/INDIA ! :DDDDD
woah your 15 man ! dont grow any mature ok . cos i'll miss your stupid n senselessness (: even if you dont have a nice birthday (just lyk me -.-) , continue to be happy ! cos you have many many caring & great friends lyk yours truly :D
&goodluck for shawty !

yep ystd had some sexual talk thing o.o
derrick lim talked bout obsence stuffs lah . wth , there's lyk guys in the room can ! &he just said it out lyk tt . ohmygawdd . so watched a video , sick but sweet . LOL .
& after recess had some police talk tt i just fell asleep halfway through -.- nth just captured my attention lah . &got another video , watch befor ler loh . den the next video i slpt again . so i just went zzZZzZz through the next half of the talk :X

after tt went for lunch with jiahui & ruoqi cos minhui left halfway .
bought maggi & ate at playground . crapped & rq complained again bout my choice of hp songs cos got alot is jaychou one den she dun lyk . ABNORMAL LOR . & jh laughed lyk crap when rq said bout the dao xiang song having opening cricket noises o.o whats wrong with that lah . ITS ART OKAY .

so went for drama after tt .
seriously , i effing hate tt patrina lim . im not even selected for the 2nd round of auditions , den she said what , good job lah , have the character in me when im not even selected WAD THE HECK . i not in cn alr , still come and make me feel excited & sure i'd be in ? fuck .

22/10/08

didnt went to sch tdy , cos thought that the chemical thingy would be damn super boring , and i didnt want to go there to slp & waste time . so went to shuxian's house to slack slack . slpt a while , den ate breakfast , watched a bit of show & .. just slack lor . den went to buy bubbletea & went home (:

heard from rongyong just now tt the chemical thingy got give alot of gifts o.o according to her , its boring , but okay . hmm nvm i still dun regret not going :D

edited*
surfed blogshops just now , & saw some mixed tees selling at $6.50 each ! mixed tees are lyk those elmo , superman , spongebob design tees . if 10 or more $6 ea only ! so cheap lohs ;D WHO WANT BUY ! i help your order . latest by 2ND NOV . or just simply go this link : http://mixedteessale.blogspot.com/

can go check on the size & design you want (unisex) ^^

tmr taking results . die already lah . i sure kena scolded by parents , mom especially . hais . shouldnt have got distracted . dammit .
IM SO GOING TO STRIVE FOR NEXT YR .